daddy lessons | 2jae

| six |

" Wake up sunshine. "

I groaned, my eyelids fluttering open slowly. As my vision cleared, I was met with the face of an angel it seemed.

Although that was just Jaebum.

" Bummie, I don't want to get out of bed. "

After yesterday, all I wanted to do was sleep for hours on end.

" I'll tell you what, I'll go make breakfast, and you can sleep until it's done. "

I nodded and he hovered above me, pressing his feather-like lips to my forehead.

Before I knew it, sleep was taking over once again.

- - - - -

Jaebum

I trailed down the stairs, sighing in content.

There was never a moment I could think of, of when I was this happy. He was the cause of this, and I was loving every second of it.

Youngjae seems as though he's been through a lot and he doesn't deserve that.

Don't even get me started on the nickname, 'bummie'. He melts my heart everytime he says it. I'm surprised I haven't become a blubbering mess around him yet.

The childlike innocence and shyness he has to him, only makes me want him even more. But I have to keep my distance.

I can't become too attached.

He deserves better.

I know that the moment he finds someone else, he's gone. I'm never going to see him again.

Someone like me could never be with someone like him.

I am not worthy to be with someone of such purity. He is far too perfect for me.

Although I long to press my lips to his and call him mine, even I know, that will never happen.

How his own mother could send him off onto the streets is unbelievable to me.

It is almost the equivalent to kicking a helpless puppy.

I don't know what I had done to be in the presence of him, let alone be near him.

He lights up the room when he walks in. His smile is like a ray of sunshine being bestowed upon everyone in close proximity.

He was a sight that took your breath away.

But eventually, I will not have that privilege of being around the sight much longer. For the sight is much too beautiful to stay around such as me.

- - - - -

Youngjae

" Breakfast is done, Youngjae. "

I sat up, scooting towards him as he handed me the plate.

I took it, setting it down on the blanket.

One thing I was tired of doing, is being scared. I planned on living down that fear, right now.

I made the bold move to lean towards him, allowing my lips to make contact with his cheek.

" Thank you bummie. "

For the first time, I witnessed JB blush. It was a rather pretty and jaw dropping sight.

He ran his fingers through his ebony hair, pushing it back.

" You're welcome baby. "

I ate my food silently as he went back downstairs to wash dishes.

I unlocked my phone, taking it off JB's charger I had borrowed last night.

Guess I have to respond to Mark and Jinyoung. I texted them, saying I'm fine and staying at a friend's house.

To my dismay, my phone lit up. A call from my eomma.

My heart rate quickened as I made the decision to answer it.

" Hello? "

" I just wanted to tell you that you are never welcomed back into this household again, do you understand me? "

I choked back a sob, tears filling my eyes.

" Yes eomma- "

" Don't call me that. You are not to have any contact with your sister or any other family members. I am not your mother anymore. Not since you've contracted that disease that causes you to think you are attracted to boys. "

Tears were falling down my cheekbones, falling onto the empty plate.

" Text me where you are staying and I will drop off your belongings there. I am blocking you after. I want no contact to you. Goodbye. "

She hung up and I couldn't hold it in anymore.

I let out a loud sob, my body shaking from emotional pain. Whimpers left my mouth and it wasn't long before JB came running in.

His eyebrows were furrowed in concern and he immediately came to me, embracing me.

" Sunshine, what happened? "

I tried my best not to stutter over my words although it was difficult.

" My mother. She called me and said she doesn't want to see me and I can never see my sister again. She said she'd give me my things but after, she doesn't want any contact with me. She said ever since I contracted a disease that makes me think I like boys, she's been disgusted with me. "

I cried into Jaebum's chest and he ran his hand soothingly up and down my sweatshirt clad back.

" Who cares what she thinks. It doesn't matter. "

He pulled back to look at me slightly.

" I care about you a whole lot baby. You are perfect and don't let her or anyone else tell you differently. "

I hugged him to me, relishing in his words.

" I will always care. "