His Damsel To Save (COMPLETED)

The Day He Realized He Was Infatuated

Sometimes all I can do I lie in bed and try not to fall apart
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LUCIAN

Two weeks later and I've barely seen a wink of my wife. I missed her body next to mine. She hadn't returned to my chambers since we got married. I was disappointed.

Not by the lost of intimacy. But the lost of feeling her next to me. I wanted to wake up to her. To fall asleep with her arms around me.

I was positive that I was not inlove with her but infatuation of that I was sure.

I noticed her leaving early in the mornings each morning but I said nothing. I wanted to confront her.

I thought briefly for a moment where was she heading to. Was she meeting someone. But I vanquished all thoughts from my head. She was not that kind of woman of that I was sure.

But still where was she.

I am rather ashamed at my self. I started drinking again.

Heavy.

It was the only way to fall asleep at nights.

I wasn't a drunkard for sure. The ones who made a scene. I was the one who drank and wallowed in pity and drown the out.

It was because of her. I didn't know how to approach her. I didn't know what to say.

Maybe I had perhaps dealt with situation rather messy that made her angry. I must admit my wife has anger problem.

It was a couple minutes to nine I heard the front door open. Like a spy I stumbled to the drawing room door and peeped outside.

I saw Scarlet rushing upstairs.

My limbs were weak. Blasted brandy.

I needed to talk to her. I have to talk to her.

I managed to make it upstairs but not without falling a few times.

I entered her room without knocking.

She had already fallen asleep.

I quietly locked the door

The satin sheet was just below her breast. The sheet outline her body. Her chest rose and fell.

Beautiful.

I got under the covers.

"Lucian" before I could answer she moaned.

"Please" she gripped the sheet.

Scarlet was dreaming about me. I wrapped my arms around her.
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Sometimes I awoke in the night by the sounds of sobbing. Scarlet sat by the vanity mirror.

I got up from the bed and wrapped my arms around her from back she turned and wrapped her arms around me.

I was surprised she didn't ask how I got in her room or why was I here.

She sobbed in my arms.

I lifted her up bridal style and gently placed her on it. I gathered her in my arms. She seemed so vulnerable. Why was she crying.

"Scarlet I am truly sorry for my accusations it was wrong of me"

She opened her mouth to speak but I pressed my finger to her lip and shushed her.

"Sleep my love" I told her as she snuggles closer in my arms.

So I've realized that I made Lucian character a bit soft so there are going to be some changes.,,