Lucas & Maya's P.O.V.
Oh no.
Oh no.
Oh no.
What just happened??
How did this happen??
Why did I like it??
Lucas P.O.V.
What just happened?
Did I really.....?
Did we...?
Oh boy.
What's Riley gonna think?
She sees me as this good guy.
But this, this right here........is not good at all.
How will she trust me again?
Maybe I don't need to tell her.
It's not like it meant anything.....
Oh my god.
I know how I feel now.
I have finally figured it out.
It wasn't Riley.
It was never her.
I thought it was.
But it wasn't.
When she fell into my lap on the subway.....
No.
That's not right.
When she was pushed into my lap on the subway......by Maya.
I never thought Maya could ever like me.
With all the teasing and nicknames.
But Riley only sees me as a good guy.
That's not who I am.
There's another part of me.
But she doesn't accept that.
She never has.
That means she doesn't accept all of me.
On the other hand........ Maya always has.
She's the only one who can stop me from doing anything bad.
When Billy bullied Farkle she jumped on my back to stop me from doing something stupid.
Maya cares about me enough to end our friendship.
When I was about to ride the bull, and she said she'd never speak to me again if I did.
I was devastated.
At a time like this I should be devastated......but I'm not.
I don't know how I feel.
So many emotions and thoughts are going through my head.
I wonder how Maya feels?
I know that kiss was something more.
I felt sparks.
I'm pretty sure she did to.
I knew I shouldn't have stopped and just kissed her at the campfire.
I pulled her face real close.
It was a good move, at least I thought so at the time.
She didn't hate it.
The kiss I had on the subway with Riley is nothing compared to the kiss I had just now.
The kiss on the subway was awkward.
This just felt......natural.
At first I was surprised.
Until I saw the blonde hair.
But I didn't pull back, and neither did she.
That has to be mean something right?
Oh no.
What if Riley saw??
She was probably on her way down here and probably saw us!
Oh no.
Oh no.
Oh no.
Maybe I should text her?
Maya just has her mouth open staring at me.
I think she's shocked and doesn't know what to do.
L-"Maya....."
Nothing.
L-"Maya? You okay?"
Still nothing.
Oh no this is bad.
I'm gonna text Riley.
Mr.Perf<3-Hey babe, where are you?
Klutz;)-Oh sorry, I fell asleep. I can come down now if you want.
Mr.Perf<3-No!
Oh no, that probably wasn't the best.
Mr.Perf<3-I mean no, it's fine. You don't have to. I'm tired anyways. Goodnight,sleep tight, see ya tomorrow my super klutz :)
Klutz;)-Night.
Glad that's over.
She doesn't suspect anything.
Klutz;)- Sorry to wake you, but have you seen Maya at all? She's not in the room.
I knew it.
It was too easy.
What do I say?? What do I say??
Mr.Perf<3-No sorry haven't seen her since dinner.
That was a lie.
I just lied to my girlfriend.
Klutz;)-Okay.Oh never mind, she just walked in lol. Night.
Oh, I guess I didn't notice that Maya left.
She didn't even say anything?
Was the kiss really that bad?
Oh my gosh, how did I get myself in this mess, again?!
It just keeps repeating.
You would think I would have learned my lesson by now.
But no.
I just keep going in circles.
But no matter how many times I go in circles,it always comes back to Maya.
That means something.
I don't believe in coincidence.
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