Miss Relativism

Prologue

And here we go again, it feels like my life is a big deja vu.

It's a raining Saturday night and I'm outside running away from the place where I used to stay, the place I used to call home.

I'm running away again from the things I'm afraid of, but this time it's a different thing.

I'm running away from the thing, from someone which I love the most.

 "Nadine Harrison!" he called out

Damn! Of all the person in this planet, this guy is the only one that always makes me feel alive. Makes me feel that there's something to look forward, makes me feel that there is permanence in this World we live in.

It's kinda crazy to admit but, I actually prefer being alone and pessimistic that I always am, but whenever I'm with him I feel different.

And I feel like this thing that I feel for him, changes me.

I don't know if I am still the same Nadine Harrison that I am years ago.

And I don't want it, I like it but I don't want it.

"Nadine!" he called out again. "I'm begging you! Please stay"

I looked back, all I can see is the sincerity in his eyes, "I can't"

"Please? For me? For us?" he asked again, he still doesn't have the courage to go near to where I am standing.

"I think it's better this way." I said then I ran away.

I don't know if I made the right decision but I do think that for now, it's what's the best for the both of us.

So long, Mr. Linsanity! Till we meet again...............

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A/N: I know I still have 2 on going stories here on wattpad but.......but, but, but, I really find Jeremy Lin so charming that I can't help myself from writing a fan fiction about him! hihi, so ya'all like this? What do ya'all think? :> I'll post the chapters here once I get off my busy schedule! On the other hand, my two on going stories here are: My Catastrophic Fate & My sweet escape, if you want to read 'em please do so! Hihi :">

Next update, soon ;)