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All Mine
04 | I don't have feelings for you

It was finally the weekend.

I pondered over the unknown number message I received last night wondering who texted me, my mind instantly went to Antoine but I don't see why he would send me something like that—it doesn't seem like him and he doesn't even have my number. Although group of friends or as I call them monkeys, specifically one of them has my number—Olivier Giroud.

Olivier always flirted with me back in high school much to Antoine's dismay, he asked me out several times and I always rejected him. He never gave up thought which made me laugh most of the time, not laugh in a malicious way but because I've never been wanted by any man before.

The only serious relationship I've had was with indeed one of Antoine's best friends, which thinking back on it I don't know what came over me to date him. Laurent was his name and we dated throughout high school for almost two years—I did everything with Laurent, including losing most of my firsts with him. Thinking about it now I don't know what I was thinking dating one of Antoine's friends, during that time I was around Antoine twenty four seven, even at lunch.

Sofia wasn't in the dorm this morning as she had an early morning lesson, I left the dorm dressed to face the cold outside. I decided to go get myself some coffee which I so desperately needed right now, I made the trip to a small cafe right across campus which was so convenient for me. The breeze felt nice against my bare skin, I always found wearing makeup on days I'm not doing anything just a mess—there's no point really. I entered the shop as there was no line I quickly ordered my almond milk latte and waited for my drink.

"Amelia is that you?" I heard my name, I turned around seeing Olivier Giroud smiling widely at me. It's as if my luck is the worst because I'm constantly bumping into people from my past.

"Olivier—" I said slightly shocked, "Oh god hi." He walked towards me engulfing me in a hug. I let go when I heard my name being called out to get my drink, after that he guided me to the table he was sitting at.

"How have you been?" He asked sitting down, as I also sat down across him.

"Yeah I've been good, you?" I asked taking a sip of my coffee.

"Great, I've just missed you." He smiled at me, I could already tell where this conversation was going.

"Olivier don't start." I chuckled trying to clear the air, I didn't want this to be awkward once more.

"You look good." He said eyeing me like I was some sort of piece of mean, I get it I was a mess in high school and but just give me a break.

"Yeah I guess I've changed a bit."

"Is Antoine still annoying you? I heard he's at the same college as you."

"Sometimes yeah he is." I said quickly, I just wanted to get out there as fast as possible.

"I've moved back to this area conveniently around your college, so how about a date?" My head practically dropped slightly but I tried to not make it obvious, I wanted to bang my head on the table at how he's already trying to ask me out.

"What makes you think I'm going to say yes? I've been saying no for years now." I chuckled slightly trying to clear the air once again, I grabbed my coffee cup taking a large sip.

"Ahh come on Amelia don't be like that." He said leaning closer on the table as I moved back slightly which wasn't subtle at all.

"I went to prom with you wasn't that enough?"

"No it wasn't." He laughed slightly, I felt so awkward around him.

"Listen Oli, you know I don't have feelings for you so why do you always try?" I paused seeing Antoine outside the coffee shop staring at Olivier and I before walking away quickly disappearing out of my sight.

"Listen we'll talk later Olivier I have to go now." I quickly got up without even giving him a proper goodbye.

I quickly walked back to the dorm rooms and entered the room so fast I completely didn't see Sofia sitting on her bed on her phone scrolling through her social media.

"Hey I got back from my lesson and you were gone." She said sitting up on her bed.

"Oh right I forgot to text you, I went to get some coffee."

I was so tired I laid on my bed thinking about Antoine, I don't know why my mind went there but it did. I thought about how I said him staring at Olivier and I outside the coffee shop, I know him and Olivier are really good friends so why didn't he come in and greet his friend? They've been such good friends since high school and all of a sudden Antoine walks away as if he doesn't even know him, my mind just went to that place and I can't even stop it.

As much as I tried to stop thinking about Antoine I just couldn't, all I could see in my head was his face outside the shop and then walking away. He looked hurt almost, why would he look hurt? That doesn't make sense, he's Antoine Griezmann the man who's tormented me my whole high school life, he barely shows any emotions. I just don't get it, I thought so hard about it I ended up falling asleep with Antoine in my thoughts.