פ~Baby~¤× {A Divergent Fanfiction}

《~Part 11~》

《You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am, like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper..
Dedicated to @underlyingprincess》

My reaction yesterday was nothing compared to the emotions I felt inside.

Anger.

Disappointment.

Sympathy?

I don't know why but deep inside I felt sympathetic Towards Tobias.

I mean surely the belt and bloody back were connected and I'm sure there's no way Tobias would Abuse himself.

But who would do that to him?

A sibling?

A Parent?

A Rival?

I just don't understand, why wouldn't he just move out, or most importantly call the police?

But that's not what upset me.

It was the Box of Memory Medication sitting on the table.

Why would he even do such a thing.....

Imagine if I murdered his family and just took medication to forget about it...he still lives with pain right?

I was currently in my bedroom, on my bed, in shorts and a bra, playing Little Mix and stuffing my mouth with Oreos.

I guess I will never understand guys.

They are unbelievable creatures, next to us ladies of course.

I roll over and look at the time.

6:45 pm.

Gotta Get Him Out of my hair!

This song is my fresh air, reminding me I don't need a man to make me happy.

But what will make me happy?

A tear escapes my flooded eye and I hold back a sob.

I promised myself I wouldn't cry, I wouldn't get hurt.

But I seem to be attracted to pain.

Everywhere I go something or someone hurts me.

I can't take it.

Not anymore.

Not ever.

I reach over for the small white box, carefully opening the lid, and dropping two, small, red pills on my hand.

Three tears...

I grab a cup of cold water from my beside and hold it close.

Two tears....

If he took the medicine and forgot everything, why couldn't I?

One tear....

I say my last prayer, hoping that my family would forgive me for doing this to myself.
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I take a breath.
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Zero.
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A/N:

No more pain....

~LivingxDreams ♡