Chapter Fourteen

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Frank P.O.V

My eyes widened as he entered my mouth, I gagged uncontrollably. I looked up, he was biting his lip, his fingers still curled in my hair. His hips thrusted faster, I was struggling to breathe. He pulled out, lifting my head up so that he could see me properly.

"Breathe through your nose next time, you won't choke." He whispered, I nodded obediently. Anything to be obedient. There was a tightness in my boxers, one that I was all too familiar with. I reached down into them, the cold from my hand made me gasp.
He pulled me up onto the couch next to him, crawling on top of me. He pulled down my boxers, slowly parting my legs.

"W-wait, no-no. I haven't done anything like this." I stammered, cheeks flushing bright red as I quickly closed my legs. He opened them again, smiling, a finger to his lips. He cupped my cheek, pulling my face up to him so that he could kiss me, his tongue forcing its way into my mouth.

"I promise that I'll be gentle." He whispered into my ear, nibbling it a little. For once, I believed that he would take up on his promise. I don't know what it was in my mind that told me that, but I knew that it was safe.
"At least you're not going to get pregnant." He said sarcastically, sniggering at his own joke. I couldn't help but roll my eyes, even in the heat of the moment.

"Don't ruin it." I scolded him, he giggled into the nape of my neck.

"Tell me if I'm going to fast, okay?" He said, his fingers gently brushing my cheeks. I nodded, skin flushing red, more nervous than I had been in my entire life.
"Fuck." He mumbled, gripping my thighs, his touch warm and comforting.
I couldn't really describe the feeling, he slowly pushed himself into me. I grabbed onto the couch cushions, my eye shut tight. I gasped, unable to control myself as he shushed me, reassuring me that everything was just fine. He stopped moving, waiting for me to give him a signal. He leant down, planting a warm kiss on my lips. It helped to distract me from the burning pain which I hoped would soon pass, his fingers tracing shapes on my chest.

"Okay." I nodded, my lip quivering. He smiled wickedly, hands gripping my hips again as he slowly pulled out. He moaned, taking me into his hands. His hand moved slowly as I mewled underneath his body. He smirked, coming to a halt. I was confused for a moment, why had he stopped? His hands moved from my waist to my neck, his thumbs pressing against my throat as he thrusted into me faster. I gasped for air, the blood rush to my head caused the heat in my stomach to build up more, the feeling getting more intense as the seconds passed.

"Are you going to come for me? I know that you're close." He whispered into my ear, his hands moving from my neck to lift up my chin so that he could see my face. He slowly kissed me, gently chewing on my bottom lip.

"Uhuh." I whined with a nod, my back slowly arching. His moans grew louder, as did mine. I gasped loudly as I came into his hand; shortly after he came inside me. He grunted, riding out both of our orgasms before pulling out, panting, lifting my chin up again.

"Who do you belong to?" He said sternly, his almost eyes exploding with lust and affection.

"Y-you." I stammered, now a weak mushy mess underneath him.

"That's right." He whispered, kissing me on the lips again. He pulled me on top of him, my head in the centre of his skin. My body shook a little, and I knew that it certainly would hurt me in the morning- but I would never regret it. His arm snaked across my back, fingers tracing shapes onto my shivering skin. I nuzzled into his chest.
                                       ~>•<~

I slept peacefully, probably because Gerard was holding me tightly. His chest rose and fell, his warmth had sent me to sleep. As the sunlight streamed in through the window, I hated the thought of going to school. I wanted to stay here, with Gerard holding onto me. I felt that somehow he loved me- but I wasn't sure. Fuck, I wasn't even sure what I was feeling. I loved how vicious he was to me, it was oddly attracting. I couldn't help but notice the shadows moving around us, they were oddly intimidating. I didn't think that shadows could move so freely, being attached to their objects.

"I wouldn't watch them, if I were you." Gerard warned, his voice raspy from sleep. Attractive. I did as I was told, obediently closing my eyes, his arm wrapping around me again. I turned my head the other way, so that I could watch whatever it was that I wasn't allowed to watch. I could've sworn that I heard them whispering, something completely inaudible. I shrugged the thought out of my mind, trying my hardest to get back to that peaceful place I was in just moments before.
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Song Of The Chapter- Drown So I Can Watch by The Twilight Sad

A.N
I feel like I've already expressed my love for The Twilight Sad, but however sad their songs are they always seem to cheer me up-guaranteed.
This chapter too me literally all day to write, I've been coming and going between it XD

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