Remember When ?

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That dream wasn't the last. I've had quite a few more actually, I just brushed them off...blamed it on stress before I could overanalyze it.

Things between me and Derek haven't been going that smoothly though. We fight now more than ever.

It forces me to think of how it was when we first met, he was so sweet, he'd tell me good morning everyday, always tell me how beautiful I am or how lucky he is to be able to call me his.

Now, I'm the first one to text in the mornings, which I was okay with at first, but he'd take hours to reply. I'm not normally one of those clingy girls who always need to know what their boyfriend is doing, who's he's with, blah blah blah.

I didn't or have I ever said to a guy I was dating that he couldn't have girls as friends. I'm a bitch, just not that way...so I guess I'm not a possessive bitch ?

I never really thought about how compatible we would be, I guess I went strictly on my feelings, which almost never works in my favor.

Sure I cared for him deeply, hell I did love him and he was the first guy I had ever actually said I love you to, but I knew this wasn't going to have a happy ending.

We've been technically together for almost 2 months now...let's just say we've gotten beyond comfortable with eachother already. Let me tell your that we fight like a old married couple !

Our whole relationship in general is a cliche but whatever. I guess all we need now is someone being unfaithful, or him coming back for me right ? I assure you one of those things will happen...sooner than I care to realize.

Sorry its ridiculously short ! I have more coming up in the next chapter so stay with me ! (:

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