how I feel

if it means a lot to you

Kayla's POV

as we slow danced i thought about how much i will miss him. He means the world to me. I'm just so used to waking up every morning and seeing him right next to me. I don't know how I'm going to do this without him. I keep thinking how long he will be gone and I  wanted to cry. but instead of crying I just nuzzled my head into his chest.

Kevin's POV

I could tell she was getting upset. I put my arms around her and held her tight as I could. I look down at her and her eyes we're closed I could feel wet spots on my shirt.

" What's Wrong babe"

" I just don't know what to do without you."

" sweetheart you'll be just fine will Skype everyday and FaceTime then I'll call you even if it's early in the morning really late at night. whatever it takes I'll be there for you"

" promise?"

" it wouldn't lie to you"

well I'm back to table to grab dinner. we talked about tour and what she's going to do without me and what I'm going to do without her. she just look so sad. finished eating I got to the car and she got in and I looked at her

" let's go somewhere nice." so I decided to go to our favorite place on earth the beach. I plugged my phone in to the car and I started playing music. I put on a random station on Pandora. and Ron Pope  our song was on. the next time I see her she's running in the sand with her shoes in her hands that to run the water. but she just stopped at the water. so I quietly ran up behind her picked her up. she jumped she got so scared

" do you trust me"

" of course" she said

she put her legs around my waist wrap her arms around my neck and I held her with my hands around her thighs

" can I tell you something?"

" of course you can"

" do you mean the world to me you're so sweet and lovable and I just don't know what I'd do without you. you are the perfect girl for me and I'd never say yes to any other person except for you. I love you with all my heart. please do me a favor"

" I love you too what"

" would you marry me"

to start to cry little "of course I will" I grab the blanket out of my car layed it down in the sand. we cuddled and watch the stars. this was definitely a day to remember