Time To Go: A Poetry Collection

The Desire to Fall

I wish my mind wouldn't compete with my heart;

I'm feeling lost and it's tearing me apart.

There's this easy right and exciting kind;

But now I don't care, the insanity has made me blind.

If I told somebody, how would it make them feel?

Would they turn their back or would they help me heal?

I have no clue where I'll fall tomorrow,

But I need someone else's heart to borrow.

Am I really born to leave like that?

Running from everyone, with a war inside my head?

Racing, jumping off the edge,

Feeling like I should take the pledge.

Then the next morning sanity comes back.

Just another battle, another attack.

So I get on that roller coaster, chase the things I lost,

Forget about all the cost.

I forgive myself, and there's nobody else I trust.

So I'll fall if I must.