A Cold Day In Hell-ON HOLD

ch>16 -Winning back love.

I know you know that I made those mistakes maybe once or twice
So tell me , oh , let me redeem, oh redeem, myself tonight.
'Cause I just need one more shot,
second chances.
Yeah
Is it too late now too say sorry?
'Cause I'm missing more than just your body, oh
~Sorry~
☆Justin bieber

SAIF'S P.O.V;

I can't believe that she would ever choose any one over me,
It's me her Saif,
I can't believe she would sacrifice her happiness, our love for friendship sake.
The thought of her not valuing our relationship hurts me,
I refuse to understand her this time.
I kept walking to and fro in the little space my room had.
I will marry you,
Her words causes me unbearable pain,
How dare she says so,
How dare she talks without thinking.
For years I have been patience towards her,
Who will date a girl, and dream of marrying her while still left unknown to her family.
I did stayed patience all this while because I had so much trust in her,
But she broke that trust to day, when she said she will marry him for oum.
The thought of them together. .ewwk.
"No, No.."I groan.
I grab my tennis bat, smacking everything in my front,
From my TV to my centre table..

"My son what's wrong ", asked mum.
Holding the bat,
"What's Wrong " asked dad standing by the door, how would you know.
"You are never around ,
You wouldn't" I lashed at my dad.
I saw his laptop bag hanging by his left shoulder ,
I knew it, you are leaving, like you always do,.
"My child am sorry, please..." said dad when I cut him off,
"Aren't you leaving, just go..."I yelled.
"Please my son, be calm
Atleast hear your dad out.., mum stay out of this" I yelled now pointing at the door.
"Go, dad "
"Isn't it what you do better, leave " I pointed at the door,
"Please go, you will talk when his calmer" said mum trying to reason with dad.
I bang the door after my parent's left.

"Saif" I heard , jawahir's voice,
"You , get out" I yelled, and turn but she did the opposite of that.
She hugged me tightly from behind.
"Am sorry, please hear me out " says jawahir.

JAWAHIR'S P.O.V;

I had being calling saif all day,
But he refused picking,
He must have been really mad at me, .I don't blame him,
How could I.
Since everything is settled back at Oum's house I can concentrate on trying to fix things with Saif now.

"Evening miss ashraff, "I greeted Saif's mother.
"Evening " she replied.
"Where's saif " I asked.
"Yana ciki (he's
inside), am scared something is wrong with him, please talk to him ,
He refused to say anything to us,
Maybe he might tell you" says aunt Ashraff sounding worrisome .

Thank God, he hasn't told her about us yet, that means I still have a shot..
I thought.
"Insha Allah I will " I assured her as I made my way towards his room.

His door looked like a mess, as if he had turned it into his punching bag,
I swallowed the saliva in my mouth,
I was now scared.
"How will he react, No think of all the positive things and if your love is strong , then you will be able to win his trust back " said my subconscious,

After a little pep talk with my inner Goddess, I gathered all the courage I had and walked in with one motive, .that's to win him back

"Saif " I muttered,
"Get out ," he yelled and turn.
I know he did that , so that I won't see how his eyes says the opposite.
I refused to go,
Instead I hug him from behind.
"Saif I am sorry, I love you."
"I did all I could to safe my friendship with oum.
Are you done " asked saif bluntly as if my words had no effect on him.
"Saif , please listen. .."

"No you listen "yelled saif,
"You want that idiot, Ok fine ,
Go be with him."
"You don't have to start a drama just to be with him." He accuses.
"I understand that you don't love me", yelled saif,
"No, saif I love you." I argued
I Lean forward to kiss him, and shut him up just like I see in TV, but this was not TV, this is real life.
Saif told me not to dare come closer ,
I felt embarrassed and scared saif is indeed hurt.
How many times does he even tries to kiss me but one or two things always gets in the way..