A Cold Day In Hell-ON HOLD

ch>18- Apologies.

Now I could be there but you wouldn't see me
Hovered in the air like a day dream oh,
Why does it feel so far,
Close enough to touch
But you're looking through me
In the same room.
A smile away feels miles from where you are.
~might as well be mars
☆Britney underwood.
-unedited-

Saif's p.o.v ;

"Are you ok, " I heard a voice,
It sounded so familiar, it can't be.
The doctor said she's dead I thought, as I turned towards the direction of the voice.
It was really jawahir, lying on the opposite bed , in the same ward as I was.
"Jawahir you are alive ?" , I murmured.
"You scared me " I said honestly.
"I know I am sorry, what's the point of living if you're not in my life "said jawahir.
"Why would you say that?,
I haven't left you and I will never ,
You mean the world to me , please don't say that ", I held her hand, intertwining it with mine.
"Saif " she said weakly,
Please rest now, we will talk when you're much better, I assured her kissing her hands.
Am afraid you will go , when I close my eyes says jawahir.
"I will not ..."
"Promise? "
"Promise" I said kissing her forehead.
"Is my baby ok" asked aunt labiba.
"Yes ," I nodded my head.
Aunt sobs , as she saw her strong daughter laying helpless on the hospital bed.
"Doctor , is she ok ", I asked.
She is, thank God there isn't any major injury, just some minor bruises .
"Does that means she's ok" ,I asked.
"As long as she takes her medications she will be" said the doctor.
She will , I assured her.
"You must really love her" says the doctor,
I smiled shyly,
"She's really lucky to have some one who really cares like you " says the doctor before he winced away.
"I do care about her , more than life itself" I said to my self.
I left the hospital and went straight home.
Dad was home,
I felt terrible by the way I acted towards him last,
So I apologized and he accepted my shallow apology.
"Mum " I yelled.
"Yes son" answered mum from the kitchen.
Jawahir has met with an accident.
"Inna lillahi wainnaillaihiraji'un" says mum coming out of the kitchen holding a spatula.
"Is she ok? "
"How did it happen,
Is she badly injured..? "
Mum was worried, throwing a hand full of questions.
"Relax mum, she's ok".
"No , you will be taking me later, to see my future daughter in-law" , says mum.
"Daughter in-law ? " asked dad.
"Yes, our future daughter in-law" says mum with glee.
"I wish her quick recovery, I would have love to see my future daughter in-law but I can't ."
"Am so sorry "says Dad, looking at me.
"No , go for your work,
It has always been your priority,
I should be use to it ,I am.
Just a minute ago, I thought I was rude to you , dad".
But now I regret apologizing.
I walked out on him.

Jawahir p.o.v ;

I woke up feeling my body heavy, when I looked across the room I realized I wasn't in my room but at the hospital.
Then did I realize where I was last ,with saif.
Oh my Allah , is saif here,
Has he forgiven me .
He must be here, there was only one way to confirm it.
I asked the doctor to tell him I was dead, almost like begging the doctor to do me a favor.
When saif was brought to the same room , as I was.
I was shocked and scared as hell.
I never thought he would react this way .
He must have really loved me a lot.
Insisted of scaring saif ,I ended up scaring my self also. When he woke up, he was really thrilled to see me, I too was.
I wasn't able to talk much, cause my head aches, so i spelt off.
After waking up , I saw mum , Oum , dadi , dad and madari by my side .
They where all dead worried about me.
They kept me company for quite awhile before they all left , leaving mum behind.
Saif and his mum also visited me .
She brought fruits, get well banners and some gift.
She was really nice and fun to be with as always.
Mum and aunt ashraff did some catching ups, as I and saif talk things out .
"Am sorry , for the way I acted".
"I just couldn't believe , you would do that to our love. "
"When you came to see me ,the other day, I realized how much you cared."
"But still , I acted like a jerk. Am really sorry " says saif
Covering both my petite hands with his.
"Shh , you do not have to apologize."
"You have all the right in the world to be mad ,
Am so sorry , for what" I said.
"I should have put you first..," I apologized.
"I put all trust , in the strength of our love.,
And the bond we share" adds saif.
"It will forever be sacred" I whispered.
Saif Hugs .
His mother adjusted her voice and we both looked towards their direction.
Mum glared at us, then did I realize , we weren't alone.

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It's been a week since jawahir has been released from the hospital,
And our first date after her recovery, almost like a recovery diner.

Happy new year to you all,
May the year be full with blessings and sorrows be wiped away....
Love you all.
~with lurv:
Carltumee💋