nevermind + poetry.

unrequited

i really and truly think that you are the most beautiful thing i have ever seen and i don't say that lightly

you are a piece of art if i have ever seen one. you don't love me, not how i love you, but that's okay. i love you the same way a christian loves the bible, the same way a writer loves words.

you set things in slow motion and make my heart go soft and i can't look at you without feeling weak.

i can only admire, you love some other girl, that is fine and good and i am hoping she makes you happy- you deserve it.

i wonder if your smile tangles her guts the same way it tangles mine, i wonder if your hands feel like home wrapped around her waist, and i wonder if you love her in the same way i am in love with you. 

( okay so i just want to say that it really really sucks loving or even just liking someone who does not feel the same way about you, and that is probably the most obvious statement ever, but i have been thinking about it more and more recently and jesus it hurts like hell,,,,,,,, )