He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

turning over a new leaf

its the next day and harry is doing alot better so i thought i would text louis

nialler WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!!?????

louis I am at a hotel with someone

nialler YOUR SHAGGING A RANDOM GIRL WHILE YOUR BEST FRIEND IS IN THE HOSPITAL DYING OF A BROKEN HEART

louis its not like he even cares about me

Ni WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DOESN'T CARE

louis it doesn't matter

ni YES IT DOES WHATEVER LOUIS GO FUCK YOURSELF

louis whatever

i put my phone down and i go to the cafeteria to get food for me and harry

HAZZA P.O.V

why doesnt he love me. i know niall was text louis and i want to know what they were talking about, i am so tired of getting hurt i wish they would let me die they don't need me no one does..

i grab niallers phone and type in his password Ziallforever

i open the texts and i see what they wrote, i unplug all my monitors and i walk out the door they won't fucking miss me. no one will. i walk out the door and run to my car, with tears pouring out of my eyes and i can barely see i put the keys in the ignition and i race out of the parking lot and i drive to the nearest airport and i buy a ticket to america to boston massachusetts and i set up a rental car for me to use under a different name. no one will miss me keeps going through my head the entire time. its the truth its always the truth. i board the airplane and i fall asleep to the thoughts in my head. no one will miss me. no one cares about me. nobody wants someone broken and scarred. time to start my life over again.

Niallers p.o.v

i ride up the elevator to the floor harry is on. i hear alarms going off and my heart starts racing. then over the loud speaker i hear a patient has left the hospital. my heart beats faster. they start describing the patient and every word they say adds up to harry. the doors open and i race to his room to see doctors and nurses and security surrounding harry's room and then i remember that i left my phone in the room with him

i pick up my phone and as soon as i pick it up it vibrates

i read the text

hazza nialler i am sorry i need to start my life over again i am running away. i am getting as far away as possible from you from the boys and from louis, i love all of you. don't try to find me i will always just run away if you get close. love hazza-bear

my heart drops when i read the text, i could have helped him. all he needed was support. and that could have been me. its all my fault we all ignored him when he needed us. especially that asshole louis.

i make a group message to liam,zayn,louis, josh, dan, sandy and jon

band meeting now!!!!!!!!!!!!! meet me at the house