He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

what about me

Harry's P.O.V

liam has not shut up for the past hour he won't stop going on about niall be ok, i am kinda getting sick of this does he even care that i am hurt to.. what is so special about niall

"ding"

finally he shut up. wait why is he crying.......

he mumbles "why nialler" no niall can't be dead he is a strong guy. but he has been depressed for a while. styles get yourself together be positive he is going to be alright.. at least i hope he is

harry you have to be there for niall wake up come try to open your eyes

i hear a door slam and liam's crying fade away into the distance.

i try as hard as i can and the bright fluorescent light burns my eyes when i first wake up.

then this really sweet and sexy doctor comes in he kinda looks like louis. he even has the giant bulg....... bad harry no dirty thoughts about your sexy doctor that you want to fuck so badly its making you so har......... "mr. styles are you enjoying the view" the doctor whose name also is louis says...

"maybe" i say" do my friends care about me"

"of course they do" he says

"then where are they" i choke out

"well your friend niall tried killing himself" he said

"not bragging but so did i" i say ashamed

"he tried again' he said softly

'why" i say crying

"check twitter" he says

i pull out my phone and log-on to twitter and i see one tweet trending worldwide

@ niallhoranoffical

to all my amazing fans you gave me the best life ever and i love all of you but this life just isnt something i can take @realiampayne i will miss you and you are the best friend i could ever ask for. @zaynmalik i love you more than i should and i think thats what put me over the edge plz dont hate me i know you said dont do anything stupid but i cant go on. @louistomlinson i am sorry i ruined everything for you and zayn but now that i am out of the way you can have him all to yourself and that he deserves you more than i ever did. @harrystyles i hope you pull through this and your secret will be safe with me and its best to just move on so you dont have to go through what i did. goodbye guys

My heart breaks because i told niall how i felt about louis before we cut.

@harrystyles

@nialloffical buddy plz stay strong we can make it through together. i know that times get rough and people get hurt but it will get better. #plzstaywithusleprechaun

" Dr louis can i go see niall" i ask

" Yes but only because you are cute" he says winking

i walk to the room and i open the door

niall,zayn, and liam look at me in shock

louis says " harry i expected more from you why would you try killing yourself.. i expect that from the baby.... zayn isnt worth the cuts...."

i see zayn and niall eyes watering

i say... " louis are you really that stupid... i don't like zayn.... i didn't kill myself because of him i did it because of you and you know right its not worth the pain.... your not worth the pain.. you know the nights when you and eleanor were together when you asked why i was crying it was because of you..... i know how niall feels.... louis niall gave me some great advice do you know what that was"

"No" he croaks out

"move on and thats what i am doing" i say

"harry i am not gay" he yells

niall screams " YOUR NOT GAY THEN WHY THE FUCK WERE YOU HAVING A FUCKING MAKE-OUT SESSION ON THE COUCH!!!!!!!!!!"

" you wouldnt understand" lou says crying

" I WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND YOU DONT THINK I WOULD UNDERSTAND.... LOUIS GET AWAY FROM ME NOW!!!!!!"

lou runs out and zayn follows him

nialls face changes and i see a something shiny on his bed near his fist.

i see him put the item to his skin and wince.

i walk over and hold his hand and tell him "Ni-Ni you arent going anywhere. i need you. i am not over him yet"

he whispers "harry i ruin everything i dont deserve a life, my heart is destroyed and i just want it to be over with.... harry how about as soon as you get over louis i can end my pain"

"Ni???

"harry i am serious..." he says crying and liam comes over to see what wrong and i say "plz give us some privacy" and he walks out the door.

"why" i say

"zayn will never love me, so why should i try" he says in tears

"ok niall as soon as i am over louis you can end your life i will keep them away from you so you can die in peace

Zayn's pov

i lost louis great so i go back to the hospital and hear niall and harry talking i over hear harry saying he isnt over louis but what i hear next breaks my heart.. niall still wants to die and harry made a deal with him that as soon as he gets over louis he will let niall die in peace...

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