He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

ZAYN "CORNY" MALIK is in love

Louis P.O.V

Its only been a couple hours since niall has been out of surgery and he still hasn't woken up. we are all nervous as fuck. me and liam are sitting there waiting for zayn and harry to get back they said they had something important to do like really what could be more important to them than our nialler.

" hey lou are you thinking about where zayn and harry are?" liam says dragging me out of my thoughs

" yeah its just so weird they should be here when niall wakes up what could possibly be more important than him " i say looking sad

" Lou did the things i say to zayn hurt him that badly was i wrong for saying them" liam responds holding back tears

"Li-LI why are you crying "

" lou i am crying " liam starts saying but he does that eyebrow thingy he does when he thinks and he turns around and looks at niall his bright blue eyes are staring right into his soul. you can see the passion in niall's eyes but in liams there is nothing but confusion and regret but regret for what?

" Liam where is zayn"? niall asks horsely

" he went with harry somewhere" liam says as he walks out of the room

" Lou whats wrong with liam" he says looking confused

" niall josh heard him say he is still in love with you but he is in love with josh to" i say nervously

"oh" is all he says as i see his aquamarine eyes fade to a dark blue grey i feel my heart drop.

" niall zayn still loves you" i say smiling

" Z..Zayn has a girlfriend and is getting engadged" he says his eyes getting darker and cloudier with every word he says

" no niall he left her he still loves you why don't you believe me " i say looking at him

" because someone like him could never love someone like me " he says losing the last little bit of light in his eye

" if he didn't love you why would he donate a kidney to save you " i say and his eyes light up a little i breathe out a sigh of relief as zayn and harry walk in zayn is asking " harry do you like the ring i got do you think its going to be perfect for me to "he pauses and runs to niall and hugs her " nialler you are awake i missed you so much baby please don't ever ever do that again !!!"

"why so i can get my hopes up so you can just smash them into pieces" niall says coldly and emotionless " so you can go back to that slut"

" niall i left her for good i don't love her i love you " he says crying

" no you don't i am just a rebound" niall says with his last bit of strength before he falls asleep

i pull zayn out of the room " what the fuck zayn why would you argue back with him he has been awake for what about 20 minutes he needs time to heal not time to be verbally assaulted by his "boyfriend if i can even call you that maybe liam is right maybe he is better for niall" i scream at him

" i am good for niall what do you guys not get i love him so fucking much i was to blind to see.that he's still the one (see what i did there) and that i loved him first, i want to prove that i'm not afraid. and its gotta be him, cus he has the one thing i need, i chance like this usually only comes once in a lifetime but i guess i am lucky. cus after all of the little things i have done to hurt him all the same mistakes, i shouldn't been lucky enough to be the one to save his heart and mind, i would walk down the aisle just to see him smile, he is my love my voice my reason to be, not even the gods about could seperate the two of us, when i see him he gives me a heart attack, i love my little 5 foot something with the skinny jeans, and aint nobody gonna steal my boy" zayn rambles off

" god zayn you are so fucking corny" i say giggling

" yeah but thats why i love my bradford bad boi" a high pitch voice says

so guys who do you think said that was it niall or perrie