He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

the messages

five months later

hazza's P.O.V

ever since i left the boys my life has gotten so much better, and guess what so were the boys. there voices have gotten alot more stronger to compensate for my voice being missing. josh and louis were caught on one of thier romantic rendevouz. they came out to the public not much later. liam has been with danielle for almost a year they are celebrating thier one year anniversary in two days. i feel bad for my little leprechaun, him and zayn broke up two days after i left. i feel like its all my fault. reports say that nialler became obsessed about finding me. he looked for me two days straight, zayn got fed up and they split. i can see how they look at each other every time they perform. its the same with louis and josh except you can see that louis is missing something. serves him right, he could have had me.

i log onto my computer and go onto the one direction website and i see there new where we are tour announcement. i watch the video, i wish i could be there i really do but i am still in love with him. i am zoning in and out when all of a sudden i hear nialler say august 7 and 8th we are going to be performing at gillette stadium in boston and my heart starts racing.

i really am happy for them but i know that they are breaking on the inside.... i want to check on them but i don't know if i should maybe i should see what they have left me on the phone if they have messaged me or called..... but i really don't think it is a very good idea..... but i cave and i finally read it

i pull out my old phone and turn it on, i look at all the texts 100 from nialler, 50 from liam,25 from louis, 2 from zayn.

nialler

Hazza where are you

hazza bear plz answer me

come on hazza

fucking answer me hazza

i am scared hazza bear, don't fucking play with me

liam

come on harry answer us we are all scared

plz don't do anything stupid

harry nialler needs you

harry niall and zayn broke up

harry this is all your fault

louis

harry how could you do this to me

why did you leave me hazza

i am done harry me and josh are together now

zayn

harry, i broke up with nialler and i hurt him so badly, harry i dont deserve him. i am worthless and pathetic, i am going to end my life in a year

harry i know you still have your phone so i just want you to know i am only going to be here for another week, after our concert in boston, harry i want you to be there for niall so please suck it up and come to the show. i have broken him he hates me now... he deserves someone so much better than me.... someone that can actually be supportive of him when he is looking for his closest friend... i really truly did screw everything up harry.... and i am sorry but i need you to hold him when he cries and when he breaks... he is going to need you so much hazza.... he is going to be so lost without you.... goodbye sweetie

my heart stops, i can't let zayn do this

i message him

i swear to god zayn don't fucking try it, you deserve each other... he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.... he is your soulmate..... you are amazing together and you know that for a fact... zayn you were going through a really tough time.... i know that he got more distant from you when i left but you didn't fight for him.... and zayn you have to fight for him get him back

he texts me back right away

harry this better be you, or i will kick your ass.

yes zayn this is harry, i am sorry about everything, this is all my fault. i am so sorry, zayn please don't do this i will be at the boston show i gtg i am turning my phone off bye

cliffhanger what do you guys think is going to happen next!!!!!!!!!