He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

the next door neighbor (flashback)

i get out of the bathtub and i wrap my cut up with a dry towel to stop the bleeding, it hurts so much that i start crying my eyes out, i think of my louis and it just makes the physical pain that turns into an intense emotional pain. i walk into my bed room and i lie on the bed, i accidentlly lean on the cut and i scream out in pain,

i hear a knock on the door and my heart skips a beat did they already find me that quickly.

i ask who is it they say " its your neighbor my name is demi"

i opened the door and this girl with bright blue hair at my door and she starts stuttering " you're harry styles from one direction, what are you doing in boston you don't have a concert here, whats wrong with your arm"

"N-Nothing" i stutter out

she walks in and grabs my arm" you better not be doing that you are better than this "

i look down in sadness " no i am not, i am worthless and pathetic i am a faggot and i do not deserve to live anymore"

" what happened to the harold styles i knew, the one that always smiled the goofy womanizer. the one in love with his best friend" she say smiling

as soon as she mentioned louis my heart breaks " dont ever say that again" i scream

"whatever i see how you look at him, just the way i look at nialler but i will never have him because he loves zayn" she says and a tear rolls down her cheek

" you love nialler i thought that was just a rumour" i say smiling

" ill tell you if you tell me" she says

" i do love louis and i ran away because he will never love me back" i say crying

" aww harry come here let demi hug you till you feel better " she says smiling

" thanks dem hey where are you living" i say

" i live next door" she says smiling

" dem do you want to move into my house i mean it is pretty damn big there is room for both of us" i say smiling

" of course harry" she giggles