He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

the hospital and the mini blow up

niall's P.O.V

we arrived in england and we all got into a car that paul arranged for us. i look at zayn and think should i tell him what harry said to me. i feel like i need to but i am scared.

demi sits next to me and says " nialler what's wrong"?

nothing dem i am fine" i say as tears roll down my face i try to hide my face so zayn doesn't see me

"niall tell me whats wrong" she says

" i'll show you" i say as i pull out my phone and i show her the texts

" niall do you love him to"

i....i think so, ever since the first time we were in the hospital" i say crying

" ni you need to tell zayn" she says

" i can't dem i just can't i will have to love him from a far" i say crying even more

" hey demi can i talk to niall" zayn says as he comes over to me

" hey babe whats wrong" he says

"n..nothings wrong z" i say crying even more

" baby you can tell me everything i won't get mad" zayn says pulling me into a hug

" zayn i can't tell you" i say trying to hold in the tears. i can't stop thinking about harry, i am so stupid why didn't i notice that he loves me

" NIALL WHY CAN'T YOU TELL ME"!!!! zayn screams

i push away from him and say "GET AWAY FROM ME" i curl up in a ball and start crying i pull off my phone case and pull out my last razor i slide the shiny blade across my arm and watch as the blood drips down my arm. i feel the pain and i makes everything better. i start to drift off into the dark as i feel someone shake me

" Ni are you awake we are here" liam says he goes to grab me and he grabs my arm that is still bleeding i slip away back into the sleep wishing i was never alive

liam P.O.V

" demi and zayn go inside and check on anne and haz" i say "louis please come here i need you"

" whats up li" he says

" lou he cut again" i say " and now he won't wake up"

" liam give me your scarf so i can wrap the cut"

" lou we need to get him inside so they can help him"

we carry him into the hospital and go to one of the nurses and tell her what happened

she tells us to carry him to the room and we see that it is the same room as harry

" whats wrong with him why does he have your scarf on his arm li" zayn asks with his voice cracking

" he cut again" lou says crying

" HE PROMISED THAT HE WOULDN'T HOW THE FUCK COULD HE BREAK HIS PROMISE" zayn say leaving

zayn's P.O.V

as i storm out of the room i grab my phone and walk away i pull it out and see its nialls phone ever since harry messaged him what did he say i unlock his phone and i look for harry's texts

i find it and i read what it says

"that fucking asshole he can't love him. he is mine" i say crying

i call liam

" zayn why do you have nialls phone" he says

" i accidently grabbed it" i say crying

"z whats wrong" he asks

" i need you liam i am outside" i sob out

" ill be right there zayn" and he hangs up

"zayn what wrong"

"Liam he loves niall"

" who love niall louis.... or harry"

" harry...."

"zayn we need to tell louis"

" no"!!!!!

" zayn you need to" he says " i am going back in" as he trys to walk back in

i grab him by his shirt and slam him against the wall " i swear to god you better not fucking do it i swear to god you better not tell that fag" i let him go and i see his shirt is ripped

louis's P.O.V

liam walks in and his shirt is ripped " liam what happened to you" i question

" nothing" he says pissed off

i wonder what happened