He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

Mr. Malik i have some good news

Hey guys sorry it has been so long since i have updated this story i have just had wicked bad writers block and i just couldn't get out of it but now without further ado the next part of He Will Never Love Me

Zayn's P.O.V

I can't believe i did this i hurt him, i hurt my little leprechaun i broke his heart into pieces i killed him. i have been sitting beside niall for almost 5 hours. he hasn't moved he will never move again and its all my fault. i blame myself he broke for me not once not twice but three time and i let him i am so selfish.

i am so distracted i don't hear the doctor talking to me.

"Mr. Malik are you listening" the doctor says " i have some good new"

"what could possibly be good about my boy--- best friend dying" i say crying

" we made a mistake with your kidney test you are a match " he says

" i'm a match" i say smiling " i want to be in surgery as soon as possible"

"okay Mr Malik come with me" he says leading me out of the room into the surgery center

the last thing i hear before i am put under is " are you ready to save your boyfriend Mr Malik"

i mumble out "yes" as i drift off

Louis' P.O.V

Where did they take zayn so quickly did something happen with niall.

i look over at liam and ask him " what are they doing with zayn"

" i have no idea" he says angrily

" liam calm down" i say rubbing his back

" i can't he fucking killed him" he screams as he breaks down into tears

a nurse comes over to us and says " boys i am here to inform you there was a mistake with Mr. Maliks test and he actually is a match"

My eyes light up as i look over to harry and for the first time in two days he isn't crying he is smiling

" liam did you hear that he is a match" i say happily

" yep i did, that fucker gets to be niall's saving grace again i should be the match not that bastard, he broke him, he isn't going to go anywhere near niall after he gets better " he growls

" liam are you fucking serious he is his boyfriend! he loves him" harry screams at him

" no to him niall is just a fucking loser fuck that he is using to get over perrie" he says crying

" liam you still love niall don't you, you love josh but you love niall more " i say looking sad

" yeah i love him with all my heart. i love josh but i love niall more" he says

" i understand liam" a voice pipes up behind us and we turn and see its josh he looks at liam as he sits down and cries

" Josh..... i love... " liam starts saying but josh cuts him off

" so am i like niall is to zayn is that why you are so mad at him ... because he is just like you.... i am just a fuck to get your mind off of niall"

" Josh no i am just confused" liam chokes out

" liam when you figure out what you want come find me " josh says as he gets up and walks out of the hospital

" liam are you okay" i say looking at the sadness in his eyes

" yep louis i am just fucking peachy i love my ex- bestfriend's boyfriend and the guy i am well was in a relationship with thinks he is a rebound my life is just perfect " liam screams at me

" liam calm down louis cares about you he was just asking you a question" harry says

" just fuck off both of you" he says

" hey guys what's wrong " zayn says as he is wheeled towards us

" well my boyfriend left me because i am in love with your boyfriend and i will never get to be with him because of you " liam says with rage in his eyes

" because of me " zayn says wincing in pain because of his surgery

" zayn calm down you to liam we should all be happy niall is going to be okay" harry says trying to cut the tension

" he only has a 75% chance of making it " zayn says

" its better than a 0% chance" i say

" lets just all wait for him to wake up" harry says

" yeah lets keep it together for niall " i say

little did i know that one sentence would change the band forever. i never thought that sentence would be the reason everything went to hell.