When Tables Turn (Book four in the BenXLink Fanfiction)

Chapter 8

(Felix's POV)

I walked back to the shop and inside slowly. My dad, MS, Kid and Rose were all talking. I cursed the little bell over the door for ringing cause at that moment, it was all eyes on me. "Felix... Where's Ben?" "Uh..." I laughed nervously. "He um... He.. I dont know..." "What? You lost him?" "He ran from me" "Why is that?" Was i really gonna tell them the truth? "Why did he run from you felix?" MS said, getting angery. "I KISSED HIM OKAY?!" "Do you know what direction he went?" "he went towards the back of town" i said meakly.

"okay, Jackson, do you mind watching the shop with Kid? Im going to go look for him" "Sure, Good luck"

(MS's POV)

I walked out into the cold but didnt really mind cause my mind was set on one thing and one thing only. Finding ben.

(Ben's POV)

I sat here, afraid, the voices screaming in my head. I kept my head down and pretended not to notice them. They were mangled and twisted with my sobbing and i felt like screaming myself. My head was spinning and i felt sick. I need someone. Anyone. Link... I need him. I need to feel his comfort right now. he's the only one who would listen.

hes the only one who would believe me. Memories of past events flooded my head, reminding me why im even still fighting this stupid battle. I cant win. Theres no way i can win alone. Love makes you do stupid things. Very stupid things.

Why didnt me and link just keep our relationship a secret in the first place. Actually, why did i have to go and kiss him and screw everything up?! This mental war continued raging on for what seemed like ever. I Was pulling at my hair slightly and trying to keep myself from screaming. D.L.'s sickening laughter rang throughout my head and i knew for a fact, i was the only one who could hear it.

I probably looked like i had just been in a knife fight because my eyes were gushing blood. I Could see my tights were basically coated in a layer of the thick, red, liquid and i had no clue about my tunic. it was probably worse. My jacket sleeves for sure were coated with it because i kept wiping my eyes, trying to stop the tears from flowing.

Is this what insanity felt like? It felt like someone was repeatedly kicking me on the inside. I felt Horribly sick at this point and thought for sure i would be sick. I felt like if i were to let my guard down i would go crazy and possibly kill myself with whatever i could find. Im probably going to have to go to some sort of rehab facility or Psycho ward or something. Someone is bound to find me at some point.

Hell, If i let my guard down for even a second, i might murder someone in cold blood. That's what i was built for wasnt it? Pure evil.

MS. His voice filled my ears. I didnt know if it was reality. he was yelling my name. I was far too gone to respond. I was broken, Like a jack in the box that didnt pop. You could turn the crank as much as you like but nothing would happen. He grabbed my forearm with his hand and i yelled at him. "dont touch me!" Fear was obvious in my voice. I felt something boil inside me and i didnt want to hurt him. I didnt want to hurt anyone.

Im not stable. Im going insane. "Ben holy shit are you okay?!" he Asked, i could hear that he was worried, afraid. "ben" I felt very sick by this point and changed positions so i was now sitting on my knees. I held my stomach and then leaned over and ended up puking. I was terrified of what was going on right now. MS resting a hand on my back as i continued to Puke up anything that was in my stomach.

My body shook with both sobs and fear. I finally stopped puking and leaned back against the wall. i continued to sob, "ben whats wrong, you're scaring me" his voice was enough to send me over the edge. I felt a release inside of me, like a dog trying to chase something but being held back by a leash and finally getting released. My heart raced. "You dont fucking care!" I coughed. MS got off the ground, fully aware of my sudden change in additude. "Im sick of you underestimating me!" I yelled, pulling myself off the ground. "Im sick of being treated like a fucking rag doll!" I yelled, then let out a low twisted laugh. the red in my eyes was glowing a shade brighter, i could feel the slight burn.

He Backed up. I Grew sick of this and pinned him to the wall. "Im not your toy and i can do whatever the hell i want"

Where i ended up next, i never thought id ever be but i knew i deserved it. I was literally on my way to a holding cell, for suspected assult. i didnt care, i would if i wasnt feeling this inside of me but i knew my sanity was long gone. i knew it. Link was never going to forgive me.

The second he finds out he'll be pissed. MS is most likely going to press charges against me. I knew now, i was covered in my own blood but i didnt care. the cuffs around my hands irritated my wrists as i rode with the authorities to a holding cell.

Upon arriving there, i was put in the cell which consisted of a bench and thats like, it. I sat on the bench and hugged my knees to my chest again. i was still fuming from being so mad but it was dying down. I had said what i needed to say all this time and i almost hurt MS. I dont know who called the authorities but all i knew was i was now back to my normal self and afraid. i had made a huge mistake and look where i am now.

I feared being seen. Mostly by link and zelda. Kid, Navi all of them. I knew i screwed up and i screwed up big time. I feel like all this time i knew, at some point, id end up in the position i am in now. I mean, it'd be so easy to leave if i could teleport, but the effect from the shot hadnt worn off yet.

what the hell have i done....

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O.o holy hell....

bens in a holding cell...

Wow...

you think link's gonna be pissed off?

actually, you think ben's going to go to prison?

I hope not *color drains from face*

Anywho,

see you in the next chapter.

Peace out guys!