5 winners from a talent competition get to go on week long trip with the judges of the competition, BIGBANG. Jiyong developes feelings for one of the winners, but she is resistant and treats him coldly. They butt heads alot but Jiyong only falls for...
I woke up at 5am and the other girls were still sound asleep. I wondered how long after I went to bed they were all up. I quietly crept of the bedroom and down the stairs. I saw the bedroom to BIGBANG's room was open and I stopped. Shit, I wasn't ready to be social. I didn't see any movement and as I got closer I saw they were all still asleep.
My eyes fell on GD, he was sleeping the closest to the door he was turned towards the door sleeping peacefully. He really was undeniably gorgeous. I can see why girls like him so much, he was definitely a pretty boy. I shook my head to clear my thoughts. I had a pretty boy once. 4 years ago when I was in High School. He tarnished my reputation by telling the whole school I had fucked him and his frends after Jr. Prom. It was a lie, he had been trying to save face. He didnt handle rejection well.
At the after party of Senior prom he had raped me and I called the cops immediately afterwards and the party got broken up. I became tormented at school because noone knew what had happened and they labeled me a snitch and I was shunned by everyone that was once my friends. This is why I didnt trust pretty boys or girls, they were always so mean and cruel. I just wanted to save myself the pain of realizing everybody here was just like them. I saw GD stir and I gasped I hurried away and out the backdoor heading down a dirt path that lead into the forest.
I picked a spot a good distance from the cabin, plugged in my headphones and sat down under a tree to write lyrics to one of my new songs.
I didnt need my headphones off to sense someone coming up the dirt path. I rolled my eyes to myself and looked at the time on my phone. It was 8am. I looked down the path and sighed. GD was coming in my direction, smoking a cigarette. I lit one of my own and pulled my headphones out, closing my notebook. He looked good as usual.
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(Ignore GD's different haircolors, im just using the pics for story purposes. His hair is black in the story)
I stood up and turned towards him as he approached me.
GD POV:
I had woken up in time to see Eliza had been staring at me in the doorway. She had turned and rushed off when I stirred. I decided to give her sometime before following her and trying to speak to her again. I made some coffee, I may not be able to cook but I can at least make a pot a coffee. I sat at the table while I drank my cup and wrote a little bit. At around 7am everyone else was starting to get up. Taeyang started making everyone breakfast with the help of one of the other girls. When it wad ready I said I would go find Eliza.
As I approached where she was I found myself stuck on stupid again due to her beauty. She however could not look any less interested in me if she tried.
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"Morning," I said and smiled.
"Morning," she said and she walked towards me.
"Did you sleep ok?" I asked, again more generic conversation but she did not make speaking to her easy.
"Nope, but I never do. The joy of being an insomniac." she said and she didnt even attempt to hide her sarcasm.
I sighed again and looked back in the direction of the cabin.
"Breakfast is ready," I said softly, she nodded and we walked quietly back towards the cabin.
Eliza POV:
I guess I should of felt bad that I was being so cold towards him. I didnt though, I didnt need to bother with pleasentries really, after this week I wasnt going to be seeing any of them again anyway. No point in even bothering to try and make friends with anyone here. They would all eventually turn on me anyway, happens everytime.
We returned and the girls certainly didnt seem very happy that I had been walking alone with GD as they kept giving me the death stare. I simply returned it with my own and they gave up.
The food was good bit I didnt eat very much of it because they brought up religion and I lost my appetite. Every single person in here was christian and even though the BIGBANG members seemed open minded, the girls were about as close minded as you could get.
I wanted to leave again but I decided to wait till everyone else to finish before I ran off again.
I spent most of the day spending as little time around everyone as I could. When night fall came again we all met up in the sitting. Apparently everynight before bed we were going to be doing a mini talent show, the winner on the last night got to spend the night alone with her favorite BIGBANG member. I was pretty sure sex wasnt included but im not so sure the other girls knew that. It made it a little awkward that the other four were dancers and I was a singer. I chose to go last again. I dragged a chair to the center of the room and sat down. I didnt give any introduction, it wasnt required.
"My lover's got humor. He's the giggle at a funeral. Knows everybody's disapproval, I should of worshipped him sooner. If the heavens ever did speak, he's the last true mouth piece. Every Sunday's getting more bleak. A fresh poison each week.
We were born sick, you heard them say it. My church offers no absolutes. He tells me worship in the bedroom. The only heaven Ill be sent to, is when Im alone with you.
I was born sick, but I love it. Command me to be well, yeah. Amen, Amen, Amen.
Take me to church, Ill worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. Tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife. Offer me that deathless death, good God let me give you my life.
Take me to church, Ill worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. Tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife. Offer me my deathless deaty, good God let me give you my life.
If Im a pagan of the good times, my lover's the sunlight. Keep the god on my side, he demands a sacrifice. Drain the whole sea, get something shiny. Something meaty for the main course. That's a fine looking high horse. What you got in the stable? We've alot of starving faithful. That looks tasty, that lookd plenty, this is hungry work.
Take me to church, ill worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. Ill tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife, offer me my deathless death good God let me give you my life.
Take me to church, ill worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. Ill tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife, offer me my deathless death good God let me give you my life.
No masters or kings, when the ritual begins. There is no sweeter innocence then our gentle sin. In the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene. Only then I am human, only then I am clean. Amen, amen.
Take me to church, I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. Tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife, offer me that deathless death good God let me give you my life.
Take me to church, ill worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. Tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife, offer me my deathless death good God let me give you my life." -Hozier (Take Me To Church)
After I finished I noticed GD wasnt the only one moved to tears. The girls werent but the BIGBANG members were wiping their eyes. They were also the only ones that clapped.
I stood up and said goodnight before heading up to the bedroom. I laid silently in the bed turning my back as the other girls came into the bedroom and turned the light on. I heard them talking shit about me and felt the useless buckets of salt forming in my eyes. I blinked them away and finally drifted off at 2am.
