5 winners from a talent competition get to go on week long trip with the judges of the competition, BIGBANG. Jiyong developes feelings for one of the winners, but she is resistant and treats him coldly. They butt heads alot but Jiyong only falls for...
I tossed and turned all night and woke up earlier then I usually do. Guilt was crushing over me after smacking GD. I knew he meant no real harm when he kissed me. It was my instinct to get defensive like that. It was a lame excuse though, he didnt really deserve that. Now, he probably did really hate me.
I got up and dressed and headed down to the sitting room. Who would of thought something that happened 4 years ago could still effect me like this? Part of me felt like I should pack my things and go back home.
I pulled my phone out and plugged in my headphones. I went on the internet and systematically started listening and watching every G-Dragon and BIGBANG song and music video I could find. I watched and listened with english translation and I finally saw what all the craze was about over them. They were amazing and G-Dragon was stealing my heart. I ended up dozing back off on the couch where I was sitting.
I woke up to my headphones gettinf pulled off and my phone getting grabbed out of my hand and being thrown against a far wall. The high pitched laughter of the other girls as my phone broke.
"What the fuck?" I seethed.
"Be lucky thats all we do, you deserve to be skinned alive for hitting GD," they sneered.
BIGBANG was gathering into the room having been woken up by the commotion. I brushed past the girls and took GD's hand.
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"Can I talk to you, privately" I asked him quietly.
"Thats not a good idea, last time you were alone with him you hit him," TOP said harshly.
"Can he not speak for himself?" I growled glaring at TOP, a warning for him to stay out of it.
He wasnt intimidated though, infact his glare was making me a little fearful of him.
"Please," I asked GD.
“Its alright," GD finally said and he let go of my hand and followed me outside. I turned to say something but saw we had eyes on us.
I continued farther down the path and finally stopped when we were out of sight.
"Look, im not going to apologize for slapping you. You crossed a line yesterday. You cant just kiss someone without permission. However, I am sorry that I havent been nicer to you. I just, I dont know how to get close to someone, I dont trust people easily," I said softly.
"Ive noticed," he said and he certainly wasnt being overly friendly this time around.
"Dont worry though, you woke me up yesterday. I shall not make anymore passes or even attempt to be friendly," he said and looked back in the direction of the cabin.
"Anything else?" He asked me not turning back to look at me.
I sighed and walked past him back towards the cabin.
"No," I said over my shoulder and ran back. I opened the door and they all started hounding me where GD was.
I ignored them and fled up the stairs to pack my things.
GD POV
I felt bad for acting that way towards her and hurried back into the cabin to find my members and the other girls sitting around eating breakfast.
"Where's Eliza?" I asked them and they all pointed up the stair.
I hurried up to the bedroom and found her throwing her things in her suitcase. I shut the door behind me to give us some privacy.
She sat down in a near by chair when she noticed me and I could tell she had been crying.
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"What are you doing?" I asked her.
"Im leaving," she said and I felt my heart ache when she said that.
"Why?" I asked her.
"Why do you care, you hate me just like everyone else downstairs," she said and thats when I actually noticed the scars on her wrists. I had a feeling the were self inflicted. I had a feeling in the pit of my stomach that if I let her leave she would be dead by her own hand by tomorrow.
"I dont hate you, and I dont want you to leave," I said and sat down next her.
"I feel like im in high school all over again. I use to be one of the beautiful popular people too," she said and proceeded to tell me about her past.
"Im sorry," I said sincerely. Now I know why she reacted the way she did after I had kissed her. She had been traumatized.
I convinced her to stay and I stuck by her side through the remainder of the day. The others were confused but noone said anything about it. As night fell again we watched the girls perform, to be honest the dancers were getting boring. Every single one of them kept trying to be sexier and sexier. Eliza was always a breath of fresh air when she got up to sing. I think I was developing a bit of an obsession with her voice.
"Now I will tell you what I've done for you Fifty thousand tears I've cried Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me.
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom. I'm dying again
I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through, I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again
I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through
So go on and scream Scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
I'm dying again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through, I'm going under Going under I'm going under" -Evanesence(Going Under)
She finished and just as everynight so far she said goodnight and disappeared to the bedroom for the remainder of the evening.
