All I Need

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GD POV:

We were down to the last song then she asked me about a special track that she wanted to do with me as duet. YG had requested a 6 song mini album but I didnt think he would mind a hidden track either so I agreed. She smiled at me and kissed my cheek before heading into the recording area.

"I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't I ever learn
I've lost all my trust,
though I've surely tried to turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now, don't let it close

I'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
from turning it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear me down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place

I tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away, don't break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don't tear me down

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place

Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me know, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place." -Within Temptation (All I Need)

She gave me chills everytime she sang and after I composed myself briefly I joined her for the final track

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She gave me chills everytime she sang and after I composed myself briefly I joined her for the final track.

Eliza POV:

I caught GD turn his back to me and the rise and fall of his shoulders told me he took a deep breath. Then he turned and looked at me with a semi weak smile before joining me for the final song as someone else took over at the sound board.

"Eliza: The burning desire to live and roam freeIt shines in the dark and it grows within meYou're holding my hand but you don't understandSo where I'm going you won't be in the end

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"Eliza: The burning desire to live and roam free
It shines in the dark and it grows within me
You're holding my hand but you don't understand
So where I'm going you won't be in the end

GD: I'm dreaming in colors of getting the chance
Dreaming of trying, the perfect romance
In search of the door to open your mind
In search of the cure of mankind

GD/Eliza:  Help us, we're drowning
So close up inside
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on Utopia?
Why does it have to kill the ideal of who we are?
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on Utopia?
How will the lights die down telling us who we are

Eliza: Im searching for answers not given for free

GD: You're hurting inside, is there life within me?

Eliza: You're holding my hand but you don't understand

GD: You're taking the road all alone in the end

GD/Eliza: Im dreaming in colors, no boundaries are there
I'm dreaming the dream we all seem to share
In search of the guards who open your mind
In search of the cure of mankind

Help us, we're drowning
So close up inside
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on Utopia?
Why does it have to kill the ideal of who we are
Why does it rain, rain, rain down on Utopia?
How will the lights die down telling us who we are?

Why does it rain, rain, rain down on Utopia?
Why does it have to kill the ideal of who we are?
Oh, why does it rain, rain, rain down on Utopia?
How will the lights die down telling us who we are

Why does it rain." - Within Temptation ft Chris Jones (Utopia)

We finally finished, we were both exhausted and my throat was beyond sore. Jiyong gave me a new water bottle and told me I should rest my voice for the remainder of the night.

He took the disc and we gathered our things and headed up to YG's office. He was still there and motioned us to come inside despite it being almost 1am.

"We finished the album and included a bonus track," Jiyong said to him.

YG looked a little surprised and then proceeded to listen to the album. Jiyong grabbed my hand sensing I was nervous about getting critique from YG himself.

He put my nerves to rest when he said it was excellent. He asked us if we had any ideas for the two songs that were going to have music videos and Jiyong told him At The Beginning and All I need. YG seemed to agree with the choices and said we would film them in a couple days. His goal was to have the debut within the next week.

When we were finished at YG we headed back to his house. We showered together and then went to bed to tired to do anything other then cuddle. Well, I did try an initiate but he kinda flinched when I touched him intimately.

"Is something wrong," I asked him alittle hurt that he pulled away.

"Im sorry babe, im just really tired," he said.

I wasnt sure I believed him but I dropped it. We held each other and dozed off.

As I dreamed, I dreamed of GD and again I saw him with Kiko they were clutching onto each other in a very intimate embrace and they were mocking me.

"Who would want you, Kiko is everything to me and always will be." He said laughing manically.

I woke with a gasp and tears flowing down my eyes. Jiyong was still asleep peacefully next to me. I tried to go back to bed but finally gave up and went to watch a movie and ended up passing out on the couch.

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