5 winners from a talent competition get to go on week long trip with the judges of the competition, BIGBANG. Jiyong developes feelings for one of the winners, but she is resistant and treats him coldly. They butt heads alot but Jiyong only falls for...
The next morning I found Eliza in the same spot outside I usually found her. This time she didnt notice me at first. She had a spare phone with her that didnt really work except for the apps. She was using a music app and had her headphones plugged in. She was writing in her notebook and her brow was furrowed in deep concentration.
She tilted her head back and sighed her eyes closed. Its when she opened them again that she looked at me.
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She took her headphones out and closed her notebook.
"Hi," she said and she scooted over so I could sit down next her.
"Im sorry if I disturbed you," I said sitting down.
"You didn't, I was finished anyway," she said softly.
We talked for awhile and I told her about some of my own more recent heartaches involving people in my life. She was very sympathetic and put her hand on my knee and gave it a comforting squeeze.
Eliza POV:
GD told me that all of his relationships had failed because the girls would either cheat on him or grow bored because he never had time for them. He told me his greatest fear was being alone and I could understand. I liked being alone but at the same time I wanted companionship too. I just didnt trust people enough to ever bother with it.
I studied his eyes and could see the pain in them. He had been hurt deeply too but because of his life he couldnt shut himself away from the world. He had to function even if he felt like he was goinf to fall apart. I felt sorry for him because I knew he was probably tired of hiding his feelings. Im sure he talked about his personal problems with his bandmates but I think he spent more time showing his strong side to them rather then showing them his vulnerable moments.
"Is it against the rules, to have one of you guys perform with us?" I asked him suddenly and he looked at me a little confused.
"Actually, we never discussed that because we didnt think it would ever come up," he said and he laughed softly.
"Its ok if its not, I can sing this song solo. Its just better as a duet," I said flipping my notebook open.
"I think it will be fine, do you want me to sing with you?" He asked me and I blushed.
"Yeah," I said shyly, it was weird I usually wasnt shy.
He looked at the lyrics and I saw the tears welling in his eyes.
"Id love to sing it with you," he said and I smiled.
We spent the rest of the afternoon practicing it.
When dinner came and it was brought to everyones attention what we were doing. The other girls complained. In order to appese them it was decided that they could ask their favorite to perform with them. Which is a little problematic considering they were dancers and aside from YB the rest of them werent really dancers. However one of the beautiful things was, they could refuse.
I couldn't help but feel a little pride in knowing GD was going to sing with me. The other girls performed their pieces and then sat down looking extremely bitchy as GD and I stood up.
"GD: I wanted you to know, that I love the way you laugh. I want to hold you high and steal your pain away. I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well. I want to hold you high and steal your pain.
GD/Eliza: 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I dont feel right when you've gone away. You've gone away, you dont feel me here anymore.
Eliza: The worst is over now and we can breathe again, I want to hold you high, you steal my pain away. There's so much left to learn and noone left to fight, I want to hold you high and steal your pain.
GD/Eliza: Cause I'm broken when I'm open and I dont feel like I am strong enough. Cause im broken when im lonesome, and I dont feel right when you're gone away.
Cause im broken when im open and I dont feel like I am strong enough. Cause im broken when im lonesome, and I dont feel right when you're gone away.
Cause im broken when im lonesome and i dont feel right when you're gone away. You've gone away, You dont feel me anymore." -Seether ft Amy Lee (Broken)
After we sang I escaped out back for a cigarette and GD followed me.
"That song is really beautiful, all of your songs are amazing. You really are talented," he said softly patting my shoulder.
"Thank you," I said blushing.
GD POV:
I had already made up my mind who was going to hsve my vote for the talent show. Not only was she the most talented but she deserved it way more then the others did.
"Well, i better go attempt to get some sleep," she said with a slight laugh in her voice.
"Thank you for doing that with me Ji," she said and kissed my cheeks before turning and heading back inside.
I wandered back in and told my bandmates that I was feeling tired and wanted to go lay down. They asked me if I was feeling alright and I nodded. I looked at the other girls out of the corner of my eye and they nodded when they realized I just didnt want to be around the others.
After tossing and turning for about an hour I finally dozed off.
Eliza POV:
I was pretty certain I was falling in love with GD. I tried so hard to fight off the feelings but everyday he has snuck farther and farther into heart. Come on girl, after this week he will forget all about you. Tears came to my eyes, I wanted to be with him so much but I could only see him and i working out if I lived in Korea too.
I shook my head to shake that thought from my head. After chasing sleep for what felt like hours I finally dozed off.
