GD POV:
I decided I would tell her the truth after the her debut. Hearing something like this would devastate her and she didnt need that right now.
When she looked at me the way she was right now it felt like she was peering straight into my soul. I quickly looked away before I got stuck staring at her. I focused on getting her music ready for the next song she was doing.
"Ready?" I asked her
She nodded and put the headphones on.
"Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home-boundStaring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowdAnd I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonderIf I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by?
Cause you know Id walk a thousand miles if I could just see you tonightIt's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me
Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your precious memoryCause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonderIf I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by?
Cause you know Id walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you tonightAnd I, I
Dont want to let you knowI, I
Drown in your memoryI, I
Dont want to let this goI, I
DontMaking my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home-boundStaring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowdAnd I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonderIf I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass us by?
Cause Id walk a thousand miles
If I could just see youIf I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by?
Cause you know Id walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you tonight." -Vanessa Carlton (A Thousand Miles)As she sang Taeyang and TOP walked into the studio. I told Eliza to hang on a minute while I got things ready for her next song.
"Have you told her what happened?" Taeyang asked leaning back against the table.
"No, I dont know how to, but I plan to after her debut," I said looking down at my feet.
"Im sure she would be understanding, Kiko pretty much assaulted you Ji, I dont think that really falls under the cheating category. You were extremely drunk and she took advantage of that," TOP added sitting down in one if the chairs.
I sighed and looked up briefly at Eliza she was busy looking down at the lyrics so she hadnt noticed.
"Maybe she will, but I cant chance it right now," I said and then got Eliza's attention to continue. She smiled and gave me a thumbs up.
"You're a song
Written by the hands of God
Don't get me wrong cause
This might sound a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
And right under your clothes
Is where I find themUnderneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honeyBecause of you
I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you
Im running out of reasons to cry
When the friends are gone
When the party's over
We will still belong to each otherUnderneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honeyI love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin talkin walkin breathing
You know its true
Oh baby its so funny
You almost dont believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
Lamps are hanging from the ceiling
Like a lady tied to her manners
Im tied up to this feelingUnderneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey"-Shakira (Underneath Your Clothes)From the fact the her eyes were burning into mine the whole time she was singing I knew exactly who this song was about and it just made my heart even heavier because of what I was still hiding from her.
TOP and Taeyang had gone down to the cafeteria to wait for Eliza and me so we could have dinner. I told her we were going to take a break and she came out if the recording room. I clasped her hand in mine and pulled her into me kissing her on the lips.
"I love you," I whispered to her fighting the tears that threatened to spill out of my eyes.
"I love you too," she said softly.
We walked hand in hand to the cafeteria and got some food, joining TOP and YB in the private meal area.
Eliza POV:
Just when I thought that Jiyong was feeling better what ever was troubling him seemed to take over his mind again. I had noticed the tears just before we came down here despite him trying to blink them away. Even now as I watched him smiling and laughing with his friends his smiles wasnt really reaching his eyes.
I sighed quietly suddenly not feeling as hungry as I was. He didnt seem like he was losing interest in me but maybe he was putting on act to not hurt me. I got lost in my thoughts and jumped when my cell vibrated and I looked at the txt I received.
Jiyong+Me = Paris fun -K
My hand shook when I read this text and I looked up at Jiyong. He hadnt noticed and neither did the others.
Did he cheat on me with Kiko when he was in Paris?
No he would never, Kiko is full of shit. I shut my phone off and shoved my phone back in my pocket. When we finished eating TOP and YB left and Jiyong and I went up to the studio to finish recording.
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Starcrossed
Fanfiction5 winners from a talent competition get to go on week long trip with the judges of the competition, BIGBANG. Jiyong developes feelings for one of the winners, but she is resistant and treats him coldly. They butt heads alot but Jiyong only falls for...