The only way to go is forward..-Cats of MøuntàinClán(COMPLETED)

Chapter 32-Teastar returns

Sorry for the long wait!
Also a new POV
YASS

(Teastar's POV)

Last thing I remembered was us leaving back to clan.
Honestly this whole journey had been blurred.
I can't even tell who is who anymore.

I had no idea why I was alive, I hadn't eaten in about 3 days, or had any rest.

I couldn't sleep–I was too vulnerable, even now, I still am.

Every couple seconds I would feel...Strange, as I wasn't myself, if someone else was in my body.

Why?

I had a urge to kill...
Anyone honestly.

I felt like a monster on the loose.
The only way I was able to snap back to reality was if...
Maybe if I died...
I wanted to kill myself.If anything.
I couldn't bare to see them coming all this way, with only their short lives, to save me.
Me.

StarClan..Why am I still standing?
Why am I not dead?
What's this feeling?
What's happening.

I stayed as far away from them as I can, not to hurt anyone.

What if I did?

What would happen..?

I'd probably get killed.

If I got attacked I wouldn't fight back.Though why wouldn't I?

My thoughts were shattered when BrindleWool spoke,"We're almost there.Teastar are you okay? You've been quiet." He stopped and turned.

I shook my head,"Oh..Sorry, I got caught up in my thoughts."

"Okay then." BrindleWool sounded way too sarcastic.
He rolled his eyes and continued walking.

I looked down in embarrassment.

My paws were dying, almost like they were screaming bloody hell at me, but it didn't matter.
Did it?
Nope, it didn't.

(I'm playing my songs rn and glad you Came" turned on and started to cry inside XD)

Out of the corner of my eyes I noticed a silhouette of a figure.

I turned slightly to see what it was.
I froze when I realized.

Goddamnit it's ArrowStar..

She was spying on us, from the shadows.

I wanted to attack her, but not in this state.

I kept a eye on her, she followed us.

I paused.

I didn't want to lead her back to camp.

I let out a small Yelp, and they turned and looked.

"Teastar? What is it?!" Pinktoe said, and nuzzled herself against me.

I growled slightly.

"ArrowStar! I see you." I said.
I regretted everything I said.

ArrowStar laughed.

"You got me Teastar."

"Go away.." I mumbled.

"Why should I?" She replied.

"Teastar please don't start a fight.." BrindleWool whispered.

ArrowStar stepped forward.

I nudged Pinktoe, telling to tell her to run.

"What?" She asked.

"Get out of here.Ill deal with her."
I said.

She shook her head."You're too weak."

I took that offensively, but it's true.

"I have lives to spare, you guys can't die." I replied.

"You lost too many.." She yelled.

I pushed her more, and she ended up bumping into BrindleWool who ended up getting the message.

He pushed Pinktoe, until she ran after him.

I padded back slowly, and ArrowStar continued to get close.

"ArrowStar..If you really want to hurt me..Go ahead.." I sighed.

I stayed there.

If only..

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