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wangmeupinside:
that was fucking terrible
why are they so cute together

gaybum:
i don't know
they're so annoying

wangmeupinside:
i'm actually so stupid
i should've told him i liked him back when we were in school

gaybum:
if it makes you feel better
i think you and mark would be way cuter than mark and youngjae

wangmeupinside:
wait do you think he'll see us
texting each other when we're supposed to be helping him with the restaurant

gaybum:
nah
he's on his phone too
and it's the middle of day
everyone is at school or work so there won't be much business

wangmeupinside:
true
anyway
he was totally jealous about you and youngjae knowing each other
i wish he would get jealous over me

gaybum:
you sound so desperate

wangmeupinside:
i am

gaybum:
at least you admit it
but you're literally the dream guy
for men and women alike
i don't understand how mark doesn't see it

wangmeupinside:
i can't force him to like me

gaybum:
well have you even made an effort to show him you like him?
in the slightest bit?

wangmeupinside:
firstly
don't tell me what i'm doing wrong mr. i'm pining after a guy i've known for four months
secondly
i know what you're doing

gaybum:
and what am i doing

wangmeupinside:
ever since i found out
you've been directing all our conversations to be about me

gaybum:
i'm not doing that
is it wrong of me to be concerned for you

wangmeupinside:
i've liked mark since i was a sophomore
i'm used to it and i really don't care
i just really want you to be okay

gaybum:
i am okay

wangmeupinside:
i know you're not
i've known you since i moved to korea
don't act like you can hide things from me

gaybum:
you know you can't force this stuff out of me
i'll tell you when i tell you
i'm not trying to avoid it
but i know you need to talk things through
otherwise you'll go insane

wangmeupinside:
well i wasn't the one that ended up in the hospital when i got overwhelmed by my incapability to share my feelings

gaybum:
that was too far

wangmeupinside:
but you know it's true

gaybum:
that doesn't make it okay
i thought you were supposed to be my best friend

"Mark?" Jaebum called out. Mark looked up from his phone and made a noise of acknowledgement. "Can I sleep over tonight?"