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jinyou-rmom:
i heard you're with youngjae now
i'm happy for you

gaybum:
thanks

jinyou-rmom:
youngjae is ridiculously happy when he talks about you
he told me you're quite the softy

gaybum:
that's not new to you tho

jinyou-rmom:
but he showed me pictures you guys took
you're like
mushier than when we dated
you're almost soggy

gaybum:
i'll take that as a compliment

jinyou-rmom:
it really wasn't
you need to be protected
and youngjae isn't going to do it cause he also needs to be be protected

gaybum:
jackson will protect me

jinyou-rmom:
ha i guess you're right
do you two still go on your friend date things

gaybum:
sometimes
but at this point it's really just us watching american idol and eating fast food

jinyou-rmom:
lol what
why are you watching american shows

gaybum:
cause some of the singers are hilariously terrible
their reality shows are so dramatic compared to ours

jinyou-rmom:
it's funny tho

gaybum:
tru

jinyou-rmom:
and that's a total jackbum thing to do
of course that's what you two do together

gaybum:
jackbum?

jinyou-rmom:
it's your names together
like how you and youngjae are 2jae

gaybum:
is that our ship name
that's cute

jinyou-rmom:
you guys are sickeningly cute so it's a fitting name
when i hear about you guys it's like
when you eat those cadbury cream eggs

gaybum:
am i being compared to an easter candy

jinyou-rmom:
they're incredibly good during the first bite
but then immediately after you feel like throwing up because of how sugary it is

gaybum:
thank you???

jinyou-rmom:
i hope you know how much i regret everything i did to you

gaybum:
it's okay
i know

jinyou-rmom:
just thinking about what could have been if i didn't fuck up makes me
i don't know
unhappy

gaybum:
i know you're not a complete asshole
at least not to other people
you'll find something better than what we could have had

jinyou-rmom:
i suppose

gaybum:
is something else wrong?
just guessing by the manner of your response

jinyou-rmom:
how were you able to forgive me?
i know i texted you under the impression you would but i didn't really believe that it would happen

gaybum:
i can't just ignore you and pretend that we never happened
and i've heard how nice you are
everyone deserves a second chance

jinyou-rmom:
well
thanks

gaybum:
no problem