Soojung's Blood Thirst (The Butcher's Knife)

Still a Princess

Flashback

After yiyun left the room, I saw her wrapped in Kris oppa's jacket and walk away with the lion cub

I realized that I am alone now. My world turned upside down.

I walked out from the room spazzing out.

My father's goons are still out side the room. I walk with no direction ignoring them.

I walk and walk until I bumped into someone.

I look up and saw ... Kris oppa.

"you saw everything?" he asks

I nodded

he hugged me tightly, and that's when I broke out crying on his arms.

the next thing I knew,
I woke up in a room that I haven't been before.

I roam my eyes, I slowly became frightened.

then the door opened

"hey princess, you're awake now!"

I don't reply

"here I brought some food"

its a soup but I don't feel like eating.

he cannot push me to eat anything, I don't speak anything.

"ok soojung, I know its hard for you to see those things, you're in trauma, I wish I can get you a psychiatrist but I can't, we cannot just tell what happened to anyone"

he sigh,

I know he's frustrated.

"I'm here Soojung, I will take care of you from now on"

he looks sincere but I cannot just trust anyone. I don't want to experience what yiyun experienced from the person who said that he could be a father to her.

I'm afraid to trust anyone
I'm afraid to be alone
I'm afraid to loose control.

and so I did.

It was midnight, Kris already left my room.

I felt hungry, and so I went into the kitchen.

I open the fridge. There were cake, salad, and others but I don't want them. I open the freezer. I saw ice cream, but ignored it when I saw the meats.

I suddenly remembered how püssy tear that meat apart...
the meat of that monster.

I pulled the beef in a rush..

I searched for the knife and I reenact what Yiyun did to the chest of my father.

stab stab stab stab!!

I want to feel what Yiyun felt at that moment.

she seems happy while doing that, she even laugh!

I grab all the meat I can get on the freezer, I don't care if I leave a mess

I throw it on the floor and they're blood spilled allover.

hahahaha.

I then took another knife, I stab the meat with my too little hands.

hahahaha now I'm enjoying this !
this is fun !

No wonder, Yiyun likes doing this.
This is Addicting!

I heard footsteps towards me.

then suddenly the lights were open, I winced on the sudden light so I stood up still eyes closed and try to point my knife on the air ready to stab the intruder.