Colour And Strings

I'm here

Mr Adrelean's point of view

There must be a way to get her back, I won't break my promise again.

Let's see, the time machine travels by using speed and the space between atoms the maybe I can use the passivity charge to reverse the time she travels and get her back to now.

...No, that wouldn't work, she didn't travel back in time using negative charge, it was using the force and friction in the speed to alter the time and travel the speed of the Earth, then, does that means I need to slow the Earth down?

I don't have 100% prove but its worth a shot, but I'll going to need Simon's help.

I need to get to the country called Surface right way...actually...couldn't I just teleport there? Where's my map? I ran up to my library, it should be here somewhere.

It took 3-5 minutes but I found it at last, okay, here goes. I took a deep breath and imagined the place's whereabouts and the image appears before me in reality, now to look for Simon.

Encre's point of view

I'm actually starting to enjoy myself here, my younger self doesn't seems to be in any danger or have I met Uriel yet so...how old dose that make Mr Adrelean? I know that he's not human now and I honesty doesn't want to believe that he's immortal just yet, but...if he is, then maybe, just maybe. I wouldn't be alone anymore.

I can always feel Uriel close to me but I never talk to her or can she talk to me. We can only talk in my dream and that doesn't happen too much. I really miss her...

"And this word is pronounced Fallacy, try it, Fall-a-cy," he said.

"F...Fa...Falla, Falla!" I beamed at Mr Adrelean. He chuckled, then started to laugh. When he finally calmed down he lift his head with one of his hand and look at me while smiling gently patting my head.

"You are so adorable, I really wish you could stay here with me forever but," he stopped as he stood up and put the books away,

"Staying here will only slow you down so come on, let's go, I'm taking you home now,"

I actually feel really disappointed, I wanted to stay here a bit longer. We walked outside and the time did not change one bit, after a while, we bump into my parent. I can already feel a lump at the back of my throat and my eyes are starting to get unclear, how long have it been since I've even heard them?

They thanked Mr Adrelean and hold both of my hand as they swing me for and back, I reach out and my hand slip pass though them...

I guess I never thought I'll see them anymore...haha...I'm really pathetic, shouldn't I be happy? I slowly sink to the ground and started crying, mum...how have you been? I know you can't hear me but I'm sorry for always being selfish and unreasonable when you need to go, I just want to spend time with you and dad.

Dad, I'm sorry when I said I want to be left alone, I can still remember the look on you face from that day when I shut the door on you, I'm sorry, I didn't think about you at all, I was just worrying about my feelings...I'm so sorry for not being there when you needed me.

I bowled out, I really thought no one can hear me but then, I feel a hand on my shoulder. I stopped crying and look up, Mr Adrelean look down at me worriedly. I realised I'm no longer connected to my younger self.

"Are you okay Miss? What 's wrong?" he said.

I quickly cover up my face, if this really is the past them I can't change anything, I can't let him know who I am. he seem to realised that I don't want him to know who I am.

He stood up straight and turn his head away and offered his hand to help me up, I took it and he start leading me to a clearing full of different coloured flowers, it beautiful.

I must have made some kind of impressive emotion sound because I hear him chuckling quietly.

"Would you mind telling me what's wrong? You can just tell me your problem," He said as we sat on the grass back to back.

Still I said nothing, he could recognise my voice...even though we meet again in about...100 years? no...I think its 200...lost count.

Suddenly he passed me a paper and pen,

"Feel free to use that to talk to me," he said as he watches the flower

I smile to myself and started writing, I didn't say too much just a few thing that I want to get off my chest like how my parent was killed and how pretty much everyone I trust or loved either died or betrayed me. I passed the note to him and after a minute or two, I calmed down as I watch the wind take away a few flower petal, they danced in the wind and being carried carefully by the wind into another place.

I kind of wish I know someone who is like the wind, gentle, kind and can show me a new world, heh, even though I use wind as magic.

Suddenly out of no where, Mr Adrelean hugged me from behind, this sudden movement sent the flowers around us going in all different directions...is he okay?

"Sorry, I just feel like you need this right now, you'll be okay, you can cry as much as you want, I'll be here," he said as he rest his head on my shoulder and closed his eyes.

Can I cry here? I know that if I cry, people around me will be sad, especially Uriel, that's why I mustn't cry..I mustn't...I...

Tears start to fall down my cheek as the sobbing sound raced to my mouth, I hold on to Mr Adrelean's arm and hold my head down as I cry, I can't take it any more. I'm sorry God, I'm sorry for everything, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry mum, dad. You shouldn't have been killed, I'm the cause so...why dose everyone else have to suffer because of me?