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SMMMR 64 ~ Welcome to the Philippines, AGAIN

(A/n: this is a long update for everyone :) enjoy :) and oh, HINDI KO ALAM KUNG PAANO KUMALMA. ANDITO NA ANG BANGTAAAAAAN!)

Mady

"Aalis na pala sila sa Indonesia ngayon no?"

Tumango naman ako bilang sagot. Ibinaling ko ang tingin ko sa librong binabasa ko but heck, hindi ako makapag-focus.

"Are you really reading the context of that book or you're just making it as an excuse para hindi kita madaldal?" Tanong nya na may halong pagsususpetya.

I sighed before I put my book down at hinarap sya.

"You really know me, Mich."

I saw her lips formed into a curve thin line and she beamed at me. "Ofcourse! I do know you, Mady A. Wong." Sabi nya bago lumayo ng bahagya.

"So what is it? What happened between the two of you?" She asked and I know that she is referring to him, to Namjoon.

I took a deep sigh before answering her questions. "Diba last week, they went to Thailand and this week, to Indonesia." Panimula ko.

"Then?"

"Ito na nga, he didn't chatted nor called me if nasaan sila simula nung asian tour nila. We're not chatting. Ayoko namang mauna dahil ang pangit tignan even if we're in a relationship diba? I even knew their whereabouts through the six of you kaya kahit papaano alam ko kung asan sya."

Medyo natahimik sya pero hindi rin nagtagal iyon. "Well, kung si Tae rin ang gagawa sakin nyan magtatampo ako. Why don't you try asking him? Malay mo, nagpapamiss lang?"

Umiling ako. "No, I don't want to."

"Why?"

Napaisip ako. Bakit nga ba ayaw ko? Ugh, maski ako, hindi na alam kung anong nangyayari sa sarili ko.

I just shrugged and made my way towards my bedroom. I need to be alone right now. Kailangan kong pag-isipan ang mga bagay bagay.

"Hey, san ka pupunta?" Mich asked from the living room while napatigil naman ako sa gitnang bahagi ng hagdanan.

"Kwarto. Uwi ka na, masyado pang maaga."

It's only 6:30 in the morning kasi and yet, she's here. Dinahilan nya na kesyo summer naman daw but yun pala, she'll just borrow some pocket books from me. Napaaga tuloy ang ligo ko dahio dito sa babaeng to.

"Okay, I'll just return this once I've finished reading it. Komawo! Annyeong!" she shouted again bago ako nakarinig ng mga yabag na mukhang palabas ng bahay. I bet, umalis na sya.

Tuluyan na akong dumiretso sa kwarto ko and lock it. Kailangan kong ayusin ang sarili ko.

Bakit nga ba kasi ayoko syang i-chat? Hays. Ang gusto ko kasi, ako yung nilalambing, ako yung sinusuyo lagi which is alam kong mali.

Alam kong gusto rin ni Namjoon na lambingin ko sya but I don't know how 'cause maybe nasanay na ako na sya ang gumagawa nun.

I stood up atsaka kinuha ang phone ko. But a news from BTS' Official Page startled me,

BTS heading to Manila

And there were some photo attached on that post. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. BAKIT HINDI NIYA SINABI?! BAKIT WALA SILANG SINASABI?!

Agad kong tinawagan si Elle unnie at inlbinalita sakanya yun. She even cursed dahil hindi rin nya alam. So no one told us about their early trip?

I checked my Twitter account and nagulat ako nang makitang worldwide trending ang #MabuhayBTS . But seeing ARMYs tweets, mukhang nabigla rin sila. So what is this? Bakit super aga naman nila rito?