Untouched (Lauren/You)

Another Sad Love Song Pt 2

Word Count: 754

Camila and I had stopped talking for about a month after my confession and not surprisingly I still felt like shit for sleeping with Lauren, for hurting her the woman I was in love with I knew that I had completely blew my chances or any chance for that matter of ever patching up our once solid loving relationship we worked at the same precinct sure but she made sure to avoid me at all means necessary and only really engaged with me if she absolutely had to I could see the pain in her eyes the mis trust many times I sat alone thinking how the actual fuck could I have been so weak? how could I  give in to  her when I tried so hard to get away from her and live my life without her I had completely erased Lauren from my mind and here she was right back in it and obviously going nowhere 

"Hey" A familiar raspy voice sounded I was just beginning to change out of my uniform  when I turned to see Lucy standing a few feet behind me  a small smile crossed her face

"Oh Hey Lucy"  I said as I continued changing

"I was just um checking to see that you were okay, I heard what happened between you and Camila" She said causing me to quickly turn to her

"Wait, who told you  abou-"

"Camila told me, look it's none of my business and you don't have to get upset I was just making sure that you were okay" she said looking down at the ground I slowly ran my fingers through my hair  

"Shit" I mumbled to myself  

"Hey it's okay you fuckin slipped it was a stupid move on your part you gotta admit but what's important NOW is focusing on this case you need to be ready for whatever when the time comes go home get some rest I'll  see you Monday" She said giving me a reassuring smile before walking out of the room

I stood up and removed my shirt and pants leaving me in my black sports bra and black boy shorts underwear when Camila walked in she took one look at me and attempted to walk out before I quickly grabbed her arm gently pulling her back in to the room I closed the door behind us and locked it

"When are we going to talk about this?" I asked calmly Camila didn't answer instead she quickly turned her head away from me and focused on the wall behind me

"I really don't have anything to say to you Fallon" she said  her gaze still off

"We have to talk sometime Camila listen I fucked up I know that okay I hurt you I fucking know that! but we can't keep avoiding one another I still love you and I can't"

"HOW! Fallon huh?! how can you POSSIBLY still love me after what you have done?! this crazy bitch tried to kill me or do you not remember that?!" She shouted before pushing me away I took her by the arm again cornering her against a locker

"Listen to me! listen to me! I don't love Lauren I love you! I fucked up okay but you've gotta stop condemning me for it! you were the ONE thing that i cared about and the fact that NOW  you refuse to even look at me that hurts me!" I shouted

"You're hurt! you're hurt! fuck you Fallon okay what about me!? what about me!?" Camila shouted but her words were cut off by our lips being pressed together in a heated kiss Camila fought me as I kissed her but gave in and allowed me to do what I wanted before quickly pushing me away

"You don't get to kiss me anymore, you don't get to hold me any more or make love to me any more we're over Fallon.. I'm moving out and I don't ever want to talk to you again we work together and we speak only in passing other than that.. stay away from me."

Camila warned  I watched as she walked to the door unlocking it and allowing it to slam hard behind her.

A/N short update but what do you guys think?! I had to make this chapter a cliffhanger! because I need some Ideas on what YOU want to see happen in the next chapter! please leave suggestions in the comment box and don't forget to vote,share the story and add to your reading lists if you haven't already! REMEMBER YOUR FEEDBACK IS VERY IMPORTANT!