To clarify: L/W/N - Lewis's wife name. Y/E/C - your eye colour. Wrote in one hour so there are a lot of mistakes! 😅😅 Ican't do faster, can I? Part II has to be available.💪
***********************************
Sebastian's Point of View 📖
It's been exactly 3 months we've been apart. At first I thought it would be good for both of us, but this decision only destroyed me.
We both discussed that after what happened this would be better for us, and YN didn't want to accept at first but then, when I finally asked her some time, after a river of tears and silence she gave up and left me just like I've asked... but now I wish I didn't insist like I did. I miss her so much!
I threw away photos of the two of us because in the first days reliving it didn't do me any good. They were pictures of what our love was, and it hurt me a lot to remember that it would not come back because of me. One single, but huge mistake ruined all our relationship, it ruined our marriage and boy, I regret every second, every word and every stupid thing we told each other, me the most because I was so confused that I made the only person who loves me just be away from me like an unknown person.
I said I threw away pictures of us, but I left those I loved the most, some of our weeding pictures. YN was so beautiful, it was almost impossible to look so perfect but she did it and I remember how much she rolled her eyes when we officially moved in.
"OMG those pictures are huge!oh boy now everyone who gets in is going to see my ugly ass face Love!!!! Idon't want my face there!"
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
