F1 One Shots, Imagines & Preferences (Requests Closed)

#17: Lewis Hamilton

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#17: "What could you possibly be scared of?"

"You."

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" Hey"
 
"I miss you"

You read the last two texts messages from him and you can't help but feel guilty. Yes sometimes he never texted you for two days but he always fixed it by taking you out for a walk during the night at the park near your house, brought food so you two could make some meals at yours or his. Brought you presents, flowers and all that cute stuff but still, just because he did that your brain kept telling you that it doesn't make him a different person. He was still The Lewis Hamilton, now 4x F1 World champion. It doesn't matter what, all eyes are on him, specially the female eyes. He could have any girl he wanted at any time of the day. He was also handsome, adorable lovable, cute and really polite. He could be funny too. His smile was precious, his brown deep eyes were your favorite part but it was also what made you feel guilty.
Again, Why were you ignoring him? Not even you know that answer.

Since you two meet during testing in Cataluña, everything started. Being with him gave you confidence, he always made you feel special but he also wanted to protect you from the start. Lewis, more than anyone knew how the media could do stuff to your mind, he didn't want them near you.
You were able to be at some races, with him but it was like you were something like a very rich fan who could afford all of that and also go the garage. But it wasn't like that. You were Lewis Hamilton's girlfriend, RIGHT? You two never labeled each other and that only makes things harder because almost 9 months later you don't know what you two are. You never been out for dinner, you couldn't go out for the beach, you couldn't hold his hand or talk to him in public, nor kiss him at least not during daylight. Just at the hotel, or at his house or yours. That was becoming annoying because every month, for the media he had a new girlfriend, meanwhile who were the one he was making love to at night? YOU! Who was the girl he was declaring feelings to? YOU! Wait, declaring what feelings? He never said he loved you. Calling you his love, his princess and his everything isn't saying He loves you. God Damn it!

You turn back to the phone ringing on the couch but you already know who is it. Talking to him wouldn't help at all. But you knew you would have to... Maybe sooner than you thought.

- 6 days later -

It has been 6 long days. 6 long days without you answering your phone, or texting him back. But he never gave up, at this point he knew something was wrong.

You went for a walk in the morning to process what was really happening with you, but it was useless.
After a quick shower you dressed in the most comfy clothes not thinking about eating or nothing. The desire to curly your small body on the couch was bigger than that. Lewis always liked to do that on his free time. All the damn time.

Lewis!

Getting downstairs you shake your head feeling guilty not only for ignoring him, but also for thinking about someone you don't want to talk to. But suddenly the door bell rings. You look upstairs, and to the door. You weren't expecting anyone. You never are.

Lazily, you open the door still confused, but everything fitted when you saw him. Lewis looked tired, he probably didn't sleep during the night. But when did he arrive from Malaysia? Wasn't he supposed to be in Germany? He looked so adorable with those sleepy puffy eyes.