My Best Friend, My Love (JhoBea FanFic)

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(A/N: It's the title of the chapter, para walang maspoil. Okeh? Mahaba author's note ko later maghanda kayoooo! Anyways play the song sa multimedia box! If hindi niyo mapapakinggan, baka may music kayo dun niyo nalang pakinggan.)

NOW PLAYING: STAY by Daryl Ong

|| Isabel Beatriz de Leon ||

How can I not cry? My heart is being crushed into pieces, damn. Of all people, why does this have to happen to Kianna?

"Kianna, I'm sorry. Sorry kung hindi man lang kita pinakinggan. I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Iyak na sambit ko.

"Shh, it's okay, Bei. It's my fault too, sobrang naging duwag ako." I shook my head while I was hugging her, hearing her sobs.

"I know you did that for a reason, baby. Hindi mo naman ako iiwan, di ba?" I asked.

"Can we go somewhere? I feel it's near, Bei. It's near. And I don't wanna die in a hospital." Mas lalo akong naiyak sa sinabi ni Kianna.

"Shh, no, baby. You're not dying, lalaban tayo. Tell me we're both gonna fight, promise me." Sabi ko at hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi.

"No, baby. I can't promise you things I know I can't commit. I don't wanna hurt you, at the end of the day." Sabi niya. I just kissed her forehead while sobbing.

"We're going to Antipolo, there's an overlooking view of there. It's also nearby a hospital. Shh, no buts baby. We'll fight." Sabi ko.

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Dumating na kami ni Kianna sa Antipolo. We sat sa grass, she leaned her head on my shoulders.

"Baby, I'm sorry." She said, still sobbing. Ang sakit sakit ng puso ko, I think lalabas na siya ng dibdib ko anytime.

"I'm the one who's supposed to say that, right?" Sabi ko, umiiyak din.

"Isabel Beatriz de Leon, we might not have the best love stories, pero gusto kong ipaalam sa'yo na mahal na mahal kita. Nothing could ever change that love, even death.

Alam ko naman na hindi mo na ako mahal, katulad nung dati. Pero alam ko din na minahal mo 'ko, and that's what's important, right?

Too bad, I'm gonna have to leave you once again. I want you to be happy with Jho, love. Kahit alam ko na may Nico na siya, I want you to fight for her like how you fought for me when we were still in Poveda.

Be happy with her. Hindi ko man mapapangako sa'yo na mahal ka niya, I know she will.

Ako nga, a heartless girl, fell for you. You're too charming, Bei. I love you so so much, I hope you know that.

We might not have the same love for each other, but what I can promise you is I'll forever love you.

I hope I lived long enough for you to feel my love. Half of my life, it was only you whom I loved. At 'di ko pinagsisisihan 'yon." She said in between sobs.

"Baby, Kianna, I don't want you talking like that. I don't want it. You'll live. You'll live longer. We'll fight together. If only I could get that pain, ginawa ko na sana." Humihikbi ko ring sabi.

"I wanna lessen the pain, baby." Sabi niya. Basang basa na ang damit ko sa iyak niya.

"Baby, let's fight, okay? We'll fight together, that's a promise I'd like to keep." Sabi ko. I want her to have a greater fighting spirit.

"I don't want the both of us to make promises about this, please? I know where this is gonna end." Sabi ni Kianna.

I brushed my hair using my fingers, "We need to fight, baby. I want to fight. Ayaw ko nang maging duwag ngayon, baby." Sabi ko.