Insane to Silent

20: Doctors

Rin's P.O.V

My eye cracked a little but I didn't see anything. I could make my mind tell me what I was seeing. Everything just looked so plain and untouchable like a baren wasteland. My eyes started to focus a little letting me see blury forms and figures dance around my bed.

"rjn. rid, Rin." I saw a face in front of me. It was a familiar blonde girl. She hugged me and I felt the pain in my back. Behind her I notices Hayley, Marice, and Hal. I smiled at the faces that brought back memories, but then I remembered what I did. In order to kill Amadi I put everyone at risk. I groaned and Emma let go. "Sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." she apologized.

"It's fine. I deserve it."

"Thanks to you no one got hurt. Except for Dr. Amadi." Hayley said with a smile.

"Thanks to me the fire started." I pointed out.

"You started it?" Marcie asked. I looked away not answering. They really didn't notice. A girl thrown into an asylum for having an obsession with fire and I was one of the only one down there except for Amadi. Emma seemed to be staring at me and I looked away. I knew what she was looking at. The brand on my face.

"How did you get it?" Hayley asked.

"Amadi's punishment." I simply said. They silenced. For a couple minutes they just stood there not saying anything. The silence was killing me but it's not like I had anything to say. The fear of what happened to me crushed my thoughts just like he had intended. He had broken my will to fight up to the very end, but I did end up getting my revenge. Now he is dead. The fire had killed him. "So what now? Back to the Asylum with Hal? Relocated? Prison?"

"A new trial actually. While they were investigating Amadi's death they found evidence of all the illegal things that was done there. The asylum, until furher notice, is shut down. During the trial they will be accesing each of the paitents and figure out where they are going to go." Hal explained.

"Yeah. Most will probably be relocated or sent home." Marcie added in.

"What about me?" I asked.

"They will figure you out last. They want to compare you to all of the other paitents before deciding what to do with you." Hayley told me.

"When is this going down?" 

"Sunday when the court is supposed to be closed. It's an all day thing." I rolled my eyes. Yup. Lets see how this goes down. I can't wait to be tied to a chair for another court case. Then they go through what I did and asked why I did it and all that other stuff. For some reason when they interagate me in court I always seem more crazy then I really am. I don't know why.

"Tommorow is going to be quite a day." Hayley said. I rolled my eyes.

"Wether you will be going depends on how fast you heal." A doctor said entering. The man reminded me of Amadi and I looked down not azing at him. I just looked to the floor. Why was I so afraid? I have never met this man before and I was still scared. He came closer and I slid away from him quickly. He still came closer and I started to scream. I tried to jump out of the bed but hands held me down.

"STAY BACK!" I yelled.

"Rin. What's wrong?" Hayley asked.

"I killed you. Just leave me alone." I cried.

"Amadi is dead. It's not him." Marcie assured. I struggled as everyone just tried to hold me down. I couldn't get loose and it scared me. I needed to get away so I wouldn't be hurt. I needed to leave this place and just get away. He's going to do something and I can't stop it. Tears came into my eyes and they burned under my brand. I was so worked up that I didn't even feel the pain of the needle in my arm.

"Please. I didn't do anything." After that my thoughts slowed. I wasn't asleep, but I wasn't awake either. I just breathed in and out. The whole room seemed to dissappear and I could hear my blood in my ears. "He's coming." I muttered. After that all of my talking was kept to a low mumble and no person could understand what I was saying. I barely moved as doctors changed my bandages. Even if I wanted to move I couldn't. All of my thoughts were messed up and when I wanted to one way I went the other.

"Poor kid. I can't even imagine what she went through." someone said.

"She was a murderer even before she went into that asylum. She deserves to feel fear." another said.

"Look at her. She's just scared."

"Rin Nakamura. Psh. She's probably just putting on a act to make herself look good in court tommorow." I can't beleive that he thinks this is an act, but I couldn't let him know that. Still I couldn't move and I couldn't protest. So all I did was just sit there and stay in my thoughts. It seems to be one of the only places I can possibly be safe. Most of the time. Sometimes in my mind I can get really scared and freaked out.

The man I see there now always messes with me. The man with the eye patch. Dr. Amadi tortures me still even after his death. I always see him burn up in flames to appear and disappear. He will pull the lever and the water will rise above my head making my lungs burn. He will start a fire and burn my skin. At the very end he will always touch the hot metal over my one good eye completley blinding me. The world all goes black and I no longer see the face that hurts me so, but I can still feel him grab my neck as fire aorrounds us both.

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End of that chapter. See you all next time at the court case of the fairy fun asylum.

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