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PART 16:YOU HAVE TO

(Edited on 8 September).
ASSLAM-O-ALIKUM/HELLO
"ONLY TRUST THOSE WHO LOVES YOU"
-------------AFNAN'S POV-----------------
From last week I am having a bad headache thinking of what dad and Asher is hiding from me.There is something and I dont know what it is?

Now I am getting ready for my birthday and I am nervous.I am having this feeling that something is wrong and I don't know why??

Hannah came this morning to help me out in all chores.All my friends and nearly family is invited and I am sure it will be fun.

Hannah:We will rock the party.

Obviously she is pumped up.

Afnan:Oh yes it will be a good night.

All the guests have arrived and I am reading my novel.Asher gifted me this
red gown Mashallah its pretty.

I prayed maghrib and decided to go down and greet everyone.

Is he here??Astagfaar he is all over my mind.I went down with Kinza and Hannah.Both were looking beautiful.

I saw Zaqi standing with Asher and Azher. Why is Zaqi tensed??

Then I saw Dad talking to uncle Naveed and they are having a serious talk.

Ya Allah have mercy upon me.Asher announced to cut the cake.Zaqi came to me.

Zaqi:Happy birtday and you are looking beautiful.

I blushed hard.Ya allah have mercy.

Afnan:Thank you and Jazakallah for compliment.

Then we cut the cake and every one enjoyed the dinner I made.

Then dad annouced his decison of my and Azher's wedding.

I was froze.

I was vulnerable.

I tried to cry.

I wanted to scream.

Hannah:Pari right now do it then we will talk to your dad.

All that was in my mind was his words
      "Afnan and Azher will get engaged today."

Hannah helped me in putting the ring on Azher's hand.He was smiling.
Then my mind turned to Zaqi.
Is he there??

I saw him storming out of the house.
Oh I just gave him hope now I've broke him.Why??

Then guest started to leave.

Mr.Naveed:Oh now we will leave to live in hotel and leave Afnan with his family.

Great now I will confront my family.
Hannah was in living room as well with dad and Asher.

Mr.Attiq:Oh sweety congrats.Such a great day for us.

That's it I can't take it anymore.

Afnan:HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?????

I shouted on top of my lungs.

Asher:Afnan mind your tongue.

Asher warned me.He knew all this.

Afnan:You.better.stay.away.
I said in gritted teeth.

Mr.Attiq:What is wrong with you??

Dad said while glaring me.

Mr.Attiq:He helped me after your mom died to settle in London.I own him besides Azher is good man.you have to marry him.

He focused on the last line.

I didn't say anything.I was in a diffrent place.

Wasn't it my decision to make??

Wasn't I the one to choose whom I'll live with.

I went to my room and locked it.I almost ripped my hijab off.

Dad said he own him that means I am a part of a business deal???

Allah shouldn't I be told that today is my engagement??

I looked at  my finger.I tooke the ring and threw it across the room.

Now was the time to broke and yes I broke down.I was crying and crying and feeling like a burden on my dad's shoulder.

In my whole life I never looked at a boy but first time I liked Zaqi.

I thought I will spend my life with him.

Now I bound to Azher.

Now everything makes sense.
Fiza warned me.

"Please don't expect to much you will hurt yourself"

She warned.That made me more sad.I cried until my tears died.

I don't know what but I decided something and went down.

Everyone was sitting in living room.

Afnan:If this is what you want then fine.I'll marry him.Let your loan be gone.

With that I left to my room.Suddenly I heard Azaan.It's Fajar time.

I did my wudhu(Abulution).Set the Prayer mat and started praying.

I cried in whole Namaaz.

Then in Dua I asked
"Ya allah help me and have mercy on me have mercy on me and guide me to the right path."

I know dad didn't told me before but he is my father he would never do wrong to me.

My life is his.He is my father.He would decide better no best for him.

On top of that I've decided let Allah decide my fate.

I will be happy and for sure.Allah will not let anything bad happen to me.
He will decide best for me.

BUT NOW I HAVE TO TALK TO ZAQI

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HOW ARE YOU ALL??

SO I'VE DECIDED TO CONTINUE THIS BOOK.YOU ALL ARE SILENT READERS MORE LIKE GHOSTS SO LET BE IT.

THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT.

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TILL NEXT TIME HAVE A HAPPY LIFE.😊