LOST AND FOUND#1✔

PART 20:BROKEN

(Edited on 11 September 2017)
Asslam-o-alikum/Hello
"We broke down,Because we belive."

Note:Everything that happens,happens for a reason.

---------------Afnan's pov-----------
I am waiting for him.After a long debate with myself I decided that I will ask him to peacefuly give me divorce.

Nikkah in which Husband's is not willing to keep wife is haraam realtionship.

I know this will hurt my family but its haraam if we stay silent.

Allah is the best planner.

-------------------Zaqi's pov------------

Its been 3 days since she is married and not only that I sent her the Taj Mahal that I bought to propose her as gift.

No doubt I am missing her very bad but we were never ment to be togheter.I am thinking to move out of London.This place so much reminds me of her.

I will leave this place so no one will bother me.

Afnan I am incomplete without you.

----------------Afnan's pov-------------

Is he high??

Right now Azher is standing in balcony and surely is drunk.

Allah now what??

Azher:Can I??

Can he what??

He moved forward until I was placed on bed and he is on top of me.

Azher:Yes I may.

My heart is beating so slow that it will end any moment.I don't remember anything.I just remember one thing.

My struggle.He took my innocence and he took my pride.

Allah He Raped Me.

All I can think is now my childhood and my family.The way Asher use to tease me and Hannah's corny jokes.

He is drunk and I am damn sure in morning he won't remember a damn thing.He is out of his senses.

What???Now no one will touch me.Even though I am innocent but he just took away everything.

Allah I am alone.Help me.

I know what I have to do.

I will kill myself.

I stood up and went to table on which a knife and apples where placed.

I took the knife and went to bathroom.I filled the tub with cold water and and locked the door.

I sat in water and a shock ran through my body due to freezing water.

I will kill myself and then this pain will end.

My hands were shaking and I was cold as  ice.

I placed the knife on my wrist.

Dark is all I can see then I saw a girl running in park.She is just like me.

No she is me.

Unknown:Always see the bright side of life.You are not the only one to suffer.By your life ending,people who are attached to your  life will also end.

I nodded in response.I know my heart is telling me this is wrong.

Airrrrr........Oxygen,can't breath.

With a sudden pressure I woke up in water.

I shook my head on both sides.The knife is still in my hands.With all my power I threw in away in bathroom

Allah ho Akbar Allah Ho Akbar.

Adhaan.Allah is calling me.My phone is ringing as adhaan timer goes off.

I was numb.That passion that was on my head is now gone.I can think clearly.

I took shower.

Then I prayed and asked for allah's forgiveness.

He gave me this life.I owe him.I can't take it.I recited Quran.

Allah is the best planner.All this is okay because he is testing me.I can't let him down.

Then I went near Azher who was fast asleep on bed.

Allah the bed sheet.

Blood.

With all my power I somehow managed to drag the bed sheet underneath Azher.

Alchohal is the biggest punishment for us in this world.

I took the bed sheet and then in bathtub I sat it on fire.

As it was burning I loudly said Astagfar.As it was burned,I cleaned the ash.

I sat near Azher and recited Astagfar near him until I whispered in his ear.

"I forgive you."

I am no one to punish him.Satan took him and made him do this.

Allah will punish him.All I can do is make him come to the right path and hope for the best.

When Allah said I do not burden a soul then more it can take so I am no one to excuse.

May allah guide us.

---------------------Zaqi's pov----------------
Kinza:Are you sure about this???

Kinza is right now helping me in packing and I am leaving this place.There is no use of me living here.

Zaqi:Yes.I am sure.

We are going to United States.I am not going to lie but this is for my and Kinza's  best.

I don't know if I will see her again but I can pray for her.This is the right thing to do.Allah knows best.She is brave and I will wait for her.

I know one thing she will come back but when,I can't say that.

Kinza:Will we come back??

She was worried so was I.

Zaqi:Maybe.

I closed my eyes on couch and I saw her sitting in a bath tub with knife.

What the hell was that??

Is she okay??

James:Sir all the work on office in done and yes private jet is ready to leave.

James was living with us for somewhile.I belive him.I am taking him with me.

Why do I think Afnan is in pain???

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How are you guys??

I know this chapter is depressing.
Guys this is the reality.All this abuse and other stuff happen in real life so why not in stories??

There is message that will be delivered at the end of story Inshallah.

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