14th September 2017

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Dear Phil,

I'm not coping very well. I've lost my boyfriend. I've lost my best friend. I've lost my happiness. I've lost everything. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I keep replaying all of my memories that we have together.

Remember the first time we met? At the train station. I was so nervous that day. I though I'd say something stupid and ruin everything. Luckily I didn't because then we became best friends. You're the bestest friend I've ever had. One of my only friends. I never had much growing up. You already know that though. We know everything about each other. I remember getting off the train and then spotting you in the crowds. We ran to each other and embraced each other in a massive hug which lasted a while.

I wish I could go back to that day. It was the best day of my life. I know that I shouldn't be thinking of the past and looking towards the future. But a future without you would be dull and bleak. I don't want a future without you.

Help me.

From your boyfriend...

Dan

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