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Can I just die?

I hate life.

I wish that people could just see past these fake smiles, and know that I'm truly not ok.

I feel so worthless and stupid.

Every time I get in the car a part of me is hoping that we will get into an accident and that I won't make it.

But here I am. Still alive. Still sad.

My mom and I got into a fight today. That means seven more cuts on my hips.

I just really want to leave.

No one knows what's inside my head. If they did they would be horrified. They would know how much I think about dying.

If any of my friends saw this account they probably would just say "oh it's ok" and then walk away.

I feel like no one understands me