fLic_KeR

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hi yes this fuck is back.

honestly i think there is something wrong with me oof. like i think of the worst things without even thinking about it.

like i'll be doing something and ill just think "oh i could do this and it would all be over in a second" or "oh i could just drink that" and a lot of the time i dont even notice that im thinking that.

like ill be in the car with my mom or someone and ill think "oh i could just pull the wheel" and then im like no i dont want to do that. idk whats wrong with me.

and most of the time ill be really calm and just thinking this. i wont even be upset. its just a thought that goes into my head.

like for example my family and i will be in the car on the highway and ill just have an urge to open the door and jump out. in the middle of a highway.

also i live pretty close to the train tracks and i can hear it go by from my house. a lot of the time i will automatically think "oh i could be sitting on the tracks rn" and half the time i dont even realize that yeah, there is something wrong with thinking that.

yeah ahaha. ive got a fucked up mind. honestly i dont even realize that im thinking these things.

anyways peace out

- flicker