im trying. i really am trying.
i promise you that.
i want to feel better but a lot of the time im not too sure if i deserve to feel better. but im trying.
im trying so hard to not use my blade. ive thought about using it a couple times but i didnt. i have other things to help like resist (is that the right word) using them. like ice cold water (thanks for that btw (you know who you are)) and elastic bands. aha except my mom keeps taking the bands or asking why im wearing them and i cant just tell her "oh to stop myself from cutting" aha. but yeah anyways
also im an idiot and forgot to bring an elastic band with me. im at my friends grandparents house with her and another person all week. i really should have brought one but nope my stupid ass forgot lol.
anyways yeah. im trying.
- flicker
YOU ARE READING
fLic_KeR
Randomok well it started off stupid and as a joke but it kinda became my journal that i rant in a lot oops. kinda triggering to some people i guess
