hey again. so i just need to rant because i have a lot of things on my mind rn and i dont really feel like actually talking so yeah. ive been really depressed these past few weeks and have had very some suicidal thoughts (more than usual). i just haven't seen the point in life lately but im still holding on.
but a better thing that has happened is that i kinda have a crush on a girl that i work with at my karate school and the good news is that she is bisexual. we are pretty close (as we do work together) but im not sure if she likes me in that way. like whenever i see her i get a hug from her but she also does that with her other friends. but also idk cuz when i snapchatted her asking if she was going to be going to karate today she said that she couldnt because she had people over, but she said that she will miss me and she put a heart. ahhhhhhh im so confused .-.
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Randomok well it started off stupid and as a joke but it kinda became my journal that i rant in a lot oops. kinda triggering to some people i guess
