fLic_KeR

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ew ew i hate my body so fucking much

my thighs are fucking huge i hate them.

i hate that i can feel my stomach against my shirt when i sit

i hate my hips

i hate my arms

i hate that my jawline isnt as visible anymore

i hate that i went from being able to see a couple of my ribs without sucking in last year to barely being able to see an outline of one when i suck in now. i hate it so much.

i hate that my hip bones arent as visible or sharp looking anymore

i hate that i have no self control when it comes to food

i hate that ive let myself become like this

i hate that im having a mental breakdown at school and writing this

i hate that i have scars but i also hate that i still want to make more.

i hate meeeeeee