oof its been two fucking weeks since ive last cut. i really miss it. i miss the pain. i miss seeing the blood. i miss the scars that it leaves behind. my scars arent as visible anymore and it feels wrong. it feels weird to not have visible lines there. i dont like it. i really dont.
im sorry to my girlfriend if you are reading this. you told me that i should keep writing in here even though you can see it now, so thats what im going to do. i dont think i can talk about this in person with you bc it would be hard to do. so im just going to write it here.
i really fucking miss it and my head is telling me to just grab my blade and cut but i wont. im trying. i promised her i wouldnt and i want to try and keep that promise. im sorry if i break it.
- flicker
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Randomok well it started off stupid and as a joke but it kinda became my journal that i rant in a lot oops. kinda triggering to some people i guess
