so i saw twenty one pilots again in toronto with my girlfriend and another friend
it was really fun
today tho has just been a shithole
i didnt even go to school in the morning, yet i was so fucking exhausted and done by third period.
ive been so fucking shitty all day today and kept having urges to cut so thats cool. i nearly started crying in the hallway after school and was so tempted to just run over to the train tracks and kill myself yeet
wow i really hate being alone. it sucks.
why cant i be happy?
ill feel kinda good sometimes and then its like ha no lets think of all the bad things people are thinking about you ~ or all the the fuckin embarrassing shit ive done or had happen
my gf and i are pretty sure that i have ocd. it was rlly bad in like grade 6/7 and now its coming back like that again
anyways yeah just a rant/update
bye
- flicker
DU LIEST GERADE
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Sonstigesok well it started off stupid and as a joke but it kinda became my journal that i rant in a lot oops. kinda triggering to some people i guess
