「 intractable | kang daniel 」 ✔

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I stared at the books in front of me. I'm having a hard time doing all these school works. I don't even know where to start and which I should finish first. I groaned in frustration and just picked a random textbook before starting. I was alone in the library with only my piled up works and a cup of coffee that Daniel gave me.

I tried to contact my friends but they said they're both busy. Funny how they both sounded weird when I called them. Like something's up but they won't tell me. I know my friends too much.

So many things have been frustrating me so why add these piled works with my problems? I will just do these one at a time. I'm always rushing when it comes to school works. It's not even close to the due date it should be passed. I drank the coffee until the last drop and threw the cup in the nearest trash bin.

I finished the first one I started so I hid my textbooks and returned the books I took in the bookshelf. I went back to the class and just waited for the teacher to come. I looked around to find Hyeri and Gahyeon that just arrived. They caught my eyes and I saw how Gahyeon went pale. My brows furrowed, what's their problem?

Hyeri nudged Gahyeon secretly but my eyes saw it. They went towards me with more relaxed expression. "What was that?" I asked in suspicion, squinting my eyes at them. "Uh, I just thought you'll be late again in class." Gahyeon excused which sounded pretty much lame. I stared at her blankly,

"I was never late in class, Gahyeon." I said, now more confused. "Don't mind her, Saeron. Let's just sit." Hyeri spoke up before dragging Gahyeon to sit beside me. "Are you guys not telling me something?" I feel upset that they're acting like this in front of me. Why can't they just tell me if they have problem towards me?

"Tell you what?" Hyeri deadpanned. "You're both too obvious." I said before rolling my eyes. Are they seriously gonna be like this? Hyeri sighed while Gahyeon kept her mouth shut in the corner. "I don't know what you're talking about." Hyeri's brows knitted. She's such a bad liar.

"Fine then, don't tell me." I snickered before looking away. I waited for the class to end. I feel really stupid and upset. It's as if I'm completely unaware of the things that's happening. Well that's what I wanted to happen anyway so I kept away from social medias and other stuffs. I just wanted to be free from society's criticism and judgements so I stayed away from a lot of people.

It's also my dad's order, 'don't engross yourself too much on unnecessary things specially social medias.' If it was the old me I would've rolled my eyes of how stupid it sounds but no, I've become used to it. I just found myself one day not caring about those accounts I used. I still use them but it became rare. Now I just contact the people I know using messages and texts.

I went out the classroom as soon as the class was dismissed. I didn't bother talking to my friends since they won't even tell me anything. I feel upset til now so I'll just clear my mind before I talk to them again. It was lunch time when I saw Jihoon eating alone in the cafeteria. He seems.. bothered?

I decided to approach him. I sat in front of him, he looked back at me clearly surprised at my sudden appearance. "What's up?" I asked before smiling. "Saeron.." He muttered my name, staring at me. "Yah, what's the matter?" I asked in confusion. Are these people going to be like this?

"Nothing I.. I didn't expect you to be here." He answered before looking down. "Why is that?" I asked again before starting to eat my own food. Jihoon looked at me as if he was confused at me. Shouldn't I be the one who's supposed to look at him like that? They're all being weird. I looked at him intently, he seemed to be in a deep thought.