i fly wi. the stars in the sky, i am no longer trying to survive, but to live doesn't mean your alive - Nicki Minaj - Moment 4 Life
i was at Tyga & Chris's concert. Backstage watching as they performed Dueces & other songs from their mixtapes. i was talking to Kae when Chris said from onstage, "imma need a girl up here" Chris came my way and flashed his smile. My heart started racing. Oh no, i hope hes not pointing this towards me. i looked around to see if i was the only girl around & sure enough i was. Za & Lil Twist pushed me on stage, they hugged my arms & sat me in the chair. My heart was rushing, felt like i was gonna pass out.
A beat dropped, "Here we are all alone in this room, oh" Chris said towards the crowd. Oh.. my.. fxxck. Why this song? My hormones started bouncing off the wall. Why would Chris do this? I'm wi. Tyga, hes wi. Kae. Maybe publicity? Chris walked towards me, grabbed my hand & pulled me up from my seat. He had his frontside against my backside.
"It ain't my first time but babygirl we can pretend, Hey let's bump and grind girl tonight we'll never end" i felt his breath against my neck as he sang, then, "Let me take you down, I really wanna take you down" He started butt-humping my backside & ass.. i grabbed his hand really fast & gripped it tight. I'm trying everything not to hop on his dxxck. The crowd went crazy as Chris was freaking me. He turned me around to the point where our nose were touching. Gosh, i wonder if Tyga's watching this. Chris flashed his pearly white teeth at me. Oh yeah, this nixxgga knew exactly what he was doing. His chest was sweaty & he was just HOT[:. He walked away & sang to the crowd. I was standing there speechless, like i was gonna pass out like one of Michael Jackson's fans. I bit my lip and Chris walked over to me, held my hand and walked me backstage, "damn" he said as he walked back on stage. Chris knew exactly what he was doing & i was gonna kill his ass for it. i fanned myself & was excited as fuck. Kelly brung me a bottled water.
"thanks babe" i said as i sat in one of the chairs that let me view Chris's performance. Damn, he's HOT. Kae don't know what to do wi. that. I sucked my teeth. I thought about Tyga & how he might of seen the whole thing.
"Dani, wheres Michael?" i asked her. She was flirting wi. one of Chris's homies. & He was mighty fine. Dani laughed wi. him before answering my question, "hes over there" she said, pointing to a dressing room. my heart started to pound. i don't know if i should say anything to him. What if he saw it? what if hes mad? Chris needs to be smacked. i sat wi. Kelly & watched Chris's show until it ended half an hour later. Chris walked backstage wi. a towel around his neck, his shirt off and a bottled water in his hand. He was walking alongside wi. some white guy. Chris spotted me and smiled. Fuck, i truely H A T E him right now. Even though it could always be the motion of the ocean [: i threw my right hand up and threw it in his face, "err, don't talk to me." i said laughing, not staying serious. Chris grabbed my hand, pulled me into a soothing hug in his sweaty ass tatted chest. I pulled away, "move." i yelled. He laughed, "don't act like you ain't like that shxxt" he said. He's right, i LOVED IT!
"i'm not acting like anything, your just gonna get me, you & OURSELF in trouble." i whispered. He looked around like he was looking for someone, "aard guidance counselor" he joked. I playfully pushed him & grabbed my water walking away, "your such a trouble maker" i yelled as i hit the right corner.
"damn" Chris yelled. i turned around and he was checking me out. i rolled my eyes, "Chris your fucking annoying" i yelled. He cornered his smile, "but you love me" he said. True, true. I hearted this nixxgga. I smiled to myself & walked to the meet n greet section. Tyga was signing autographs, taking pictures wi. fans & everything. Didn't look as if he was mad. i walked over to his side of the table & bent to kiss him until he moved away, "not right now" he said as he handed a picture to a fan. i rolled my eyes & stood behind him, massaging his neck & shoulders. Cameras flashed. Chris walked in and when he seen me he laughed. i rolled my eyes. Why do i always fall for types like him. Chris walked over to me & Ty, whispered something in his ear & mouthed to me, "follow me". i waited until Chris disappeared backstage.
"i'll be back" i said to Ty as i walked backstage.
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our tongues wrestled, he sucked on my bottom lip. He's amazing, he's a good kisser, what else? Chris unzipped his pants & i already knew. He wanted a blow job. i guess oral sex for now could keep us going. i got on my knees and went to work.
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me & Ty went to a hotel near by before we flew back to Miami. Chris & Kae were in a suite not too far from ours. i kinda felt wrong for what i did wi. Chris, but then again i'm kind of proud of myself. Me & Tyga was in the kitchen, eating a small meal. Then there was a knock at the door. i went to open it & it was Chris. What the fxxck is he doing here? My heart started pounding, Chris smiled and gave me a half hug as he walked over to Tyga,
"wassup?" he said as he gave em dap. i didn't wanna go back to the kitchen.
It was an open kitchen so it viewed the whole room. i sat on the bed. Chris & Tyga chatted it up until i was brought in the conversation, "Valerie ain't about that life" Tyga said. Chris smiled, "she know whats good, don't chu?" he asked. i stuck up my middle finger and ignored him, "you will never get this" Chris joked. Him & Tyga busted up laughing, "nah, i'm just playin bestfriend, commere" Chris said getting up. I hopped out of bed and ran inside the washroom. Why is he doing this to me.
"damn, Val just mean, why you so mean?" he yelled. I smiled & why are you so damn sexy?
