My friend thought it was a good idea to fucking sneak out IN THE DAY when everyone was awake. And she made a plan to meet up with my ex RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE HOUSE and claim it was "a coincidence." I went with it even though i told her "not gonna work my parents wont fall for it"
Welp, they didn't. Stepmom lowkey spied on us through the window as we talked. My dad knew it was planned because hes smart and he said "Next time you do it you'll be sorry." But I don't give a fuck, my ex said he planned for the worst and my parents cant do shit because he has a lawyer. He's 19 (shh)
I'm so fucking pissed. My dad does bed checks now so can't go out again
Fucking great. how am i going to talk to anybody now. my parents are strict af. I'll have to figure this shit out. The pillows aren't convincing at all. im not lumpy. and i just tested that out before writing this
"can we go to the park" my dad said no, and then he said "just because" when we asked why.
But we still met up
and our idea was to play drunk truth or dare, but I don't want to. Because I dont want another condom on the track field. My friend said there's rumors about it, dunno if its true. I dont go to that school no more. But--
enough said.
didnt want to play truth or dare while i was drunk i will leave it at that.
But pictures are all over her snapchat
I looked like I wanted to kill someone
And my ex was talking about how he wanted to stab someone because he was sad and pissed we hadn't seen each other in 2 months. He's my ex. Get over it. We're still friends but
im done.
And this may make me seem bipolar af but, it was my friends birthday. And I shouldn't have treated her like i did but i mean...
I didn't really say anything offensive but my ex said i looked like i wanted to kill someone as stated before.
Probably because I started my period.
And this is the end of this catastrophe of a rant :)
But other than that i got my hair dyed and that was awkward af. Nobody cares about the long story of that so, long story short she knows me as the awkward gay ass teenager that lives on yotube and is a walking trashcan. Thats what i wouldve thought if i heard someone say the things I said to her.
Jack: "Just be yourself."
I tried, and so far all my friends at this new school are drug addicts and are awkward af and are whores, lol. But I dont care, they are cool and nice to me. ^_^
my ex is going to be picking me up from my new school, because he will be going to my new town to fix his car. So i dont have to ride the shit ass car. thank god. I'm completely over him, so dont even think we're still gonna be a thing.
So many emotions going on right now. I'm pissed, depressed, happy somewhat, excited, more depressed. I don't like them. I forgot my antidepressants... You can't take them with alcohol because it's dangerous. So i didn't take them last night and i didnt drink at all
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My hair^^^^^^^ 3 hours to get this shit dyed and it looks alright but not exactly happy with it. I don't like my hair color, I want it to be darker so the colors pop out more
602 words so far of *trash*
I'm tired af i havent slept in 2 days going on 3, I feel like im going to pass out. But I'm going to read fanfiction and cry into a bowl of chocolate ice cream. Don't ask why. I do know the answer but dont ask why
